Friday, December 25, 2009

Lonely Christmas!?

Hohoho, merry christmas.

It’s this time again, is it? Not that I really care much, as I’m not that guy who likes celebrating Christmas….

OK, I lied about that. Who doesn’t want to celebrate Christmas? Remember all those movies? Snow? Family gathering to have dinner, and couples having fun? Man, I was hoping I could be part of it. Oh never mind, there’s always a next year isn’t it? ^^

As I’m writing this, I’m en route to KL, to my cousin’s house. It’s holiday 3 in a row (I’m in semester break by the way) for my parents so we finally get the chance to pay the cousin a visit. I’m travelling in the Aeroline, which is the best bus I’m in ever. Comfortable seat, TV (showing the Fast & Furious), lunch etc….The only downside is that I forgot my iPod…gonna be bored T.T

By the way, I happen to promise that I will slim down during the semester break. Let’s see how that holds up :P

Monday, December 14, 2009

21st Progress....

I was pleasantly surprised when my fellow housemates and friends celebrated my birthday. There were 4 birthday boys/girls on the day. It was a big surprise because a few days had passed and I tohught there won't be any celebration. I felt really happy about it



Me and Bernice, we are the 27th, Angela 28th, and Shin Young 29th. Nice huh? I got a nice present, a shirt too ^^

Hmmm, it's nearly the end of 2009, and it was a great year. Gonna write something about the year in review. My first year in UTAR is almost finished and left 1 year to go. I still remember counting the days to go to finally go back to Penang. Now, I'm not sure. I will miss all my friends...that's for sure.

Of course, the end of a semester means that there are exams! Two subjects and now one left to go. IT for Management was harder than I expected (mainly thanks to useless lecturer) but I think I will manage. Left entrepreneurship to go!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Legally Adult

Borrow the post title from a friend, sorry ya :P

Legally adult, I just had my 21st birthday last week, on 27th November 2009. Hmm, now I'm an adult, can go into casino freely, and basically gain my keys to freedom! ^^

Well, beyond that, nothing much changes actually.

Kit and his family came to Penang last week. Since everyone's here, we decided to have dinner together, celebrating Grandparents wedding anniversary (my birthday too). It was a great meal and I had received lots of ang pao that night. Buying PSP is no longer a dream!

Happy Family~



As usual, my day off at Penang consists of shaking legs at home or wondering around. KKK is having his sem break so we went out a lot. Visiting shopping complexes for movies and yum cha-ing in cafes. We watched Ninja Assassin together. Kinda the action flick you expected, just a bit too much of blood, and Rain's hair is horrible.

Zero came back too and we watched Christmas Carol (put too much aeroplane on him XD). The message behind the movie is nice....just that the movie is boring.

Now I'm back in Kampar and exam is around the corner. The two subjects are pretty ok so I think I can fare well. That's it for now....

Tata~

Monday, November 23, 2009

Trip, and More Trip~


The last week burned a lot of holes on my wallet T.T

We went for the movie 2012 last thursday. The whole cinema was full and luckily my friend asked his brother bought the ticket for us first.

The movie was...ok. It was more of CG Feast. The plot is ridiculous to a certain extent and hard to take the movie seriously. But those destruction of various places were done pretty nice....really great to look at. But I certainly hope end of the world won't come so soon :P

And then friday, we had a liquor party again cause Astley brought his younger brother along. The little guy definitely has the potential of a great tanker ^^

We played poker too. Man, the game was really addicting. It's like you can't stop once you start losing and try to win some back...scary. Luckily we didn't play big XD

Saturday was rather uneventful.

But Sunday? Another story. I don't know what's up with my housemates as they suddenly came out with the idea to go to Cameron Highland. It was raining so then we changed last minute to Ipoh (again).

Nothing much to do, just eating at the "Dong Gu Teng", a food court with lots of stuffs....

Speaking of rain, it has been raining everyday these few weeks. A pain to dry my clothes. And I think I'm getting the flue...sigh. Sometimes raining too often is quite troublesome....

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The Graveyard Book

It's raining nonstop today. There's nothing much to do except siting in front of my pc and surfing the net. And now I'm running out of web page to surf...so, why don't I update my blog? I've been planning to update with a review of this novel I've finished reading recently. It's just that I got sidetracked a lot. Heh.

Anyway, this is the book and its title is The Graveyard Book.


It was, I think 3 weeks or more ago when I visited Borders Book Store. I actually had other book in mind to purchase (ahemspider-manahem), but the novel caught my attention, somehow. It was cheaper (35.90) and the title plus synopsis attracted to me. Also, the novel is written by a guy called Neil Gaiman, whom I know is a fantastic writer and happened to write Whatever Happened To The Caped Crusader, one of my favorite Batman stories.

So I picked the book to the counter.

The official synopsis goes something like this...
Nobody Owens, known to his friends as Bod, is a normal boy. He would be completely normal if he didn't live in a sprawling graveyard, being raised and educated by ghosts, with a solitary guardian who belongs to neither the world of the living nor of the dead. There are dangers and adventures in the graveyard for a boy. But if Bod leaves the graveyard, then he will come under attack from the man Jack—who has already killed Bod's family . . .

Sounds interesting right?

I finished reading the novel in 2 weeks time (could have been shorter if I want). The story is broken into 8 parts, each a stand alone story and linked to create a bigger one. The characters are fascinating. The main boy Bod (short for Nobody) is one interesting fellow. The whole book is on his growth into a young man and you can see his change from a adventurous rebellious boy into a thoughtful young man who finally able to stand on his own.

There's a range of nice support characters too. There's Silas the caretaker, who is a badass vampire. A pair of kind ghosts acting as his parents. A werewolf. Ghost of a Witch. Death itself. That's a lot right? Each is unique and drives the story in own way....

I think there's some metaphor for life and death somewhere in the story, or so I heard from the reviews. I think it's a nice coming of age story, with the main character growing from a toodle into a young man. The ending is particularly bittersweet....yeap, so read it and find out.

Oh...the rain has stopped but the night still feels cold. So I think I better call it a night. Sweet dreams!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Selfish People

Think I should write these down when I still feel the anger.

It's really annoying you know? There's this little thing called PPStream where you can stream live video. People say it's the best thing EVA!!!!1111!!!

It's the best thing ever if you're the one using. But when you are sharing one internet connection with multiple housemates...pls be more considerate la.

PPStream eats away most of our connection and we are left with extremely weak internet speed. Facebooking, youtube, check mail and everything become a pain. You are building you happiness on our pain!

I dunno why after we told you on and on again and you still din listen. Stop looking for new shows!!!

It's all right if you are currently 'chasing' 2 or 3 shows and watch like 2 hours per day. But stop looking for new shows and some unrelated shows when you are too free. Pls be more considerate lah!!!!!

Really really annoying

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

My Lonely Corner

Well, it just occurs to me that I still feel left out sometimes.

Not so bad actually...just feel so hopeless about it.

And there's lots of things...sometimes there's a lot of things you have done, but people never seem to appreciate and recognize it. It's like they turn a blind eye to it.

I guess it can't be helped. I guess I'm already get over it. I just have to survive by myself.

I am strong now.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Pay Money to Suffer

Heh, that's what I think on this latest trip to KL on last weekends.

It literally came out of nowhere. A housemate said want to go KL for a vacation or something and everyone agreed, and I got pulled into it along. Oh well.

The destination for the trip is Sunway Pyramid because some housemates don't want to go shopping, but just want to play. Sunway Pyramid was chosen because of the ice skating. They were pretty excited for it.

Not me unfortunately. And my sixth sense was proven correct. Ice skating was an absolute disaster for me. I couldn't play well at all and all I could do was crawling using the wall. A plain waste of money (RM30 btw)

Sunway Pyramid definitely looks different now. During my last visit to there (when I was standard 6!), it was quite small and nothing much there. Now it looks so high class and huge!

Anyway, we had TGI Friday for dinner. I've been looking forward to this and very interested to try the restaurant. It was costly, but, hey, once in a while right? We made the wrong orders. We should have share a set per two person. The quantity was too much!!! It's like we paid money to suffer the wrath of overwhelming food!!! At least now I know when I go for a second time, I will share with another person

Saturday night, the housemates wanted to go clubbing. I would say they have became quite crazy and alcohol crazy. I didn't join them as I went to my relatives' house to stay over the night. My God, the house was huge and really comfortable. I particularly love that private mini theater room with bluray. Awesome. I want that kind of house in the future too!

We spent the rest of our sunday trip on shopping spree. Buying clothes was the plan. Damn. I was getting fatter and it was quite difficult to get some nice clothes that I desired. In the end, I only bought two, and one of them couldn't fit me....looks like I need to buy again sometimes....

Something funny occurred when we finally returned back to Kampar. One housemate locked the door of the house which none of the house residents has the key!!! We had to break the door knob to enter. Break and Enter!!!

Overall, quite an ok trip, not much planning and didn't travel enough. Guess conflicts of ideas and interest will do that. I want to go to KL again, preferably with less people (9 in this trip) so we can coordinate more and go more places....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Becoming an Entrepreneur?

Hi guys, what's up? This is the third semester, a short sem actually. Naturally we would think it will be more relaxing and more time to well, um, play. Too bad. Unfortunately, while we just study 2 subjects, we have double the classes. So, we still are quite busy....sigh

Now, about the classes. One of them is the IT for Management. Seriously? How many times we have to study IT over and over again? Plus the lecturer and tutor are not helping. They are not very good at teaching and we just doze off when they are putting us to sleep.

But Entrepreneurship, now we're talking. That's one interesting subjects. Frankly, the lecturer is not very good. But the tutor is wonderful. He can make the whole class interesting with his teachings and the way he teaches, it's definitely out of the box. He's like an entrepreneur himself!

On a side note, UTAR system is really frustrating. There's multiple timetables and it's unknown that which is correct which is wrong, and then conflicting time too. Stupid UTAR.

Oh well, this sem is full of sunshine ahead!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Holiday Chronicles

Wahaha, so I've designed to change my blog name to *drumroll~* "A Lazy Guy's Blog"! Fitting, isn't it? ^^

Hehe. Anyone, it's the end of my second term holiday. I'm heading back to Kampar to suffer another term tomorrow. It was a 3 week term holidays. I had tried to write about my activities over the holidays, but my laziness got the better of me. Isn't that always the case? I had planned to write more about my Semester 2, but guess what? I was too lazy to write about it too.

Ok, ahem. Back to the topic. the 3 weeks holiday was pretty uneventful compared to my first semester holiday. Mainly because I had no transport. I could only use my mum' bike during the night or on weekends. So I was trapped in my little apartment most of the day, online-ing, eating and watching TV. I guess I gained quite a lot of weight these 3 weeks. T.T

There were still some interesting stuffs. I went to Genting Highlands with few of my KTAR friends. To tell the truth, it was just an ok trip. Mainly I'm not that kind of guy who enjoyed thrill rides. I really enjoyed the cool weather there though. Imagine Malaysia has 4 seasons and sometimes it's cool like Genting....Anyway, it's also the first time I went into a casino. I must say, it is a terrible place. Smoking, some not so nice and friendly looking people, and gambling. My 2 friends went ahead and gambled. I looked at them losing money...in the end lost about RM300. Scary place.

Oh ya, we went to the Genting Hotel's restaurant for RM50+ buffet. Not exactly worth it....nothing exotic. Should've gone to Penang buffet....

Let me refresh my memory a while, oh ya, there's still went out with another group of former KTAR classmates. It was nice catching up too. I hope we could do some gathering next year during CNY. It will be fun~

So the new semester starts now. I'm really lucky to able to pass all my subjects last sem. I must be more hardworking this sem.....Gambateh!

Wow...a kinda positive post for once :D

Monday, September 7, 2009

The Gray View

Allow me to talk more about negativities and all the other craps. Afterall, blogs are some sort of outlet for us right? To write something so I can feel better, and laugh at it when read it on another day.

I know I might sound too negative. But hey, it's not like I want it. Who wants to be sad and feel all the negativity everyday? I don't want. And it's not like there's anything much I can do.

There was once, a friend asked me what would I do when I was sad. I said "I will go to sleep, and then tomorrow will be a better day." Truth is, I can't do that. When I wake up, it might be a better day, but it will continue on. That unexplainable sadness will still be there.

Now, to remove all those sadness, you should find out the root of all trouble. What is bothering you etc. But what if you don't know? What if you know there's something, but you can't seem to grasp on what it is?

Then what to do? Keep escaping until some happier stuffs can make you forget it, erase it from your mind. That's what I am facing. I don't know the root of my problems. I just feel...blue.

Now here I am, in my little room (Kampar). I hate it. It's small, isolated and no air passing through. I feel locked inside, like a prison, difficult to breath. And I wonder how I am supposed to feel better when even my own room can't give me any comfort. Tough luck.

I just hate it. I hate it when I was down and no one comes for me. I know people have to be independent but can't anyone helps me? Can't anyone just ask "Are you ok?". Probably it's all wishful thinking.

Gray world. I see the world in gray

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Before I Sleep...

Kinda running out of nice title for a blog entry, but hey, it does sound kinda cool.

Anyway, after one week holiday (which I gave myself) in Penang, I'm back in Kampar. It's almost the end of the 2nd semester and it's EXAM time! Oh, how I hate exam~ Why do we even have exam anyway? It sucks

I expected to say that for the remaining of UTAR years

Anyway, this morning, the bus trip was HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE and VEGETABLE

Slow and totally uncomfortable. I felt my back aching when I was on the bus. Some more there were delays and delays. Police stopped the bus also dunno for what...haiz.

1 more week before exam...gonna die hard soon!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Catching Up

Well, temporary reviving this blog.

I originally had a lots of stuffs to write about, trip to Ipoh for steak and beer, movies, Korean BBQ...But I don't have the time, and really lazy to write on the blog.

Guess what? Exam's right around the corner. I've been really lazy this whole sem, feel like playing the whole sem instead of studying. Sigh. I hope I will manage to catch up in time to pass all the subjects.

I also need to cut down on expenses. Man, I've been using money like water...Really need to save for the all the important stuffs I want to buy ^^

That's it for now. Tata. I hope the next updates will be soon

Monday, August 3, 2009

Busiest Week With Boring-est Weekend

BUSIEST WEEK EVER"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111!!!!!111!11!!!!!!!!1

Yeah, definitely, I needed to pass up 4 freaking assignments last week, and another 2 last last week...it's driving me crazy!!!!!!!!

And killing my brain cells too

Phew....Finally let that out. Yeah, you know, as we are all 'good and responsible' students, it's only natural that we do our assignment during the last minutes right?

Well...it was one hell of a week. We were like, doing the assignment and passed it up the next day. All rushed job, and I dare say, horribly put together, without any references to text books etc :P. The great part was...most of the assignments were about theories, so I had to do a lot of the parts...ouch

Oh well, at least it was rewarding. I went back Penang on Friday for few days off.

But it was lonely...yeap, lonely island. KKK fetched me from QB where my friends dropped me, and we went to Island Red Coffee (not that good btw). He went back to UUM the next day. I spent my weekends alone at house or wondering QB and Gurney, buying comics again :P

I and family had dinner at Salsas Restaurant, inside Contimental Hotel. It was pretty nice, and price is reasonable. Brother bought his gf alone btw. When can I finally get mine T.T

Monday was quite boring too. I managed to pull out few old vcds from my cabinet and lying on sofa watching shows the whole afternoon. Then I went out yum cha with Vince in the evening. We went to Mister Pot (sp?)...one drink from the menu attracted my attention, it's Bloody Mary. A liquor cocktail made from Vodka, Tomato Juice, Lemon plus God-knows-what....it tasted...different and weird. I don't think I will order it another time

Vince didn't dare to order Mocha Banana...coward :P

Here's a Bloody Mary:



Going back Kampar early morning, so gotta crash. See ya!

Friday, July 3, 2009

Masks

Well, know more about my friends today. I have to apologize for what I've always been thinking about them. I always thought that they're just bunch of guys with serious alcohol addiction, love to mess around and no substance. I was wrong. Hell, they are even more mature than me.

I thought I have it rough. Petite loneliness issue? Can't get a girl? Blah. Those are nothing compared to my friends' issues. Man, those are severe.

Examples? How about a parents who just set up his child's path and just force him to do what he does not like, even when he found the thing he like? And what about another friend, who never gets support from his family? Or another who has to study hard even though she doesn't want to, just to help her family?

Looking at them, I feel ashamed. What am I doing with my life?

And I also feel so happy to have a good and supportive family. Thanks dad and mum. Thanks ah gong. Thanks everyone. I love you all. I will change. I won't let you all down.

Love You

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Revenge Of The Fallen

"I rise, you fall"

As you all know, I'm a Transformers fan. So naturally this is my most anticipated movie of the year.

I and few of my housemates went for this movie last thursday. At first we tried to book ticket at GSC but the whole website is down. We decided to try our luck and lucked out. We got 4 tickets at decent seats too. A little short thought on the Ipoh Parade GSC. It feels so 90's, the floor even made the 'creak! creak!' sound when we walked through. Old....

Now about the movie. Overall, it's a fun, but quite flawed. There's more robots in this sequel and more ass kicking actions. The jungle battle. Man, that was really really epic, combined with the BGM, you have an instant classic there. But well, too bad the other actions from the movie were not as good. The final battle was dissapointing. You have one huge ass robot formed by multiple vehicles (with 2 metal balls, FYI), and most people would expect some OMG battle. Instead, I went OMG when the said monster robot spent its screen time crawling up a pyramid clumsily and got shot down from a rail gun out of nowhere.

And then there's the explosion. Random explosion everywhere and the Decepticons dropped dead left and right too. Good job Mr. Michael Bay. Pretty girl, sunlight, slow motion, explosion, and more explosion. Why weren't there more insane battles like Optimus VS 3 Decepticons battle?

By the way, The Fallen. What's the point? He sorta came out and got killed real fast. The Fallen has fallen for real. They should have cut him out of the movie and we can get 30 minutes shorter. The movie felt dragged on, especially during the desert searching part.

Mr. Sector 7 is pretty hilarious, oh, and old timer Jetfire too.

Sideswipe pwns!!! (If you don't know who, he's the guy who cut someone in half)

I have watched the movie twice now, and the second screening seems pretty boring....I give this movie 7 of 10...waiting for the dvd so I can watch the jungle fight over and over again!

And I love my ROTF figures btw :D

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

More About Year 2 Sem 2

Time to write more about year 2 sem 2. Overall, I think I can fare better in this sem. Start to get more familiar with Kampar and there's less homesick feelings now. Now I become the class rep of my tutorial group (since no one wants to be anyway...), so I guess I need change myself and start to bear more responsibilty....

That being said...just now we had some beer party. Not as great as we had expected, it was quite enjoyable nevertheless. We bought 3 buckets and I had 2 bottle of Carlsberg.



Some of the housemates got drunk...Man, how I hate it when people get drunk. They were talking nonsense and even said something rude to housemates and acted like they don't care...how can people be so unreasonable?

I guess it's just that our life style are different. Now I've learnt not to care and not to let it affect me in anyway. So it's their business....well, I have my life anyway. I have my own way

Monday, June 15, 2009

Kampar Hates Me

It's been a while since my last update. It's official. Kampar hates me...even I'm in a good mood and all, there's always something that will happen and drag my mood all way down...

The thief strikes again and this time my C902 becomes another casualty

WTH!!!

I only had it for 3 months and it's gone, just like that. I admit part of it is my mistake too, but is Kampar so dangerous enough for one little mistake and that will cost my whole hp!? Everything, my messages, contacts and precious photo memories are all gone. G-O-N-E

Now I have to close all my windows and the room is now freaking hot. And I have to be paranoid all the time. Why this kind of person exists? Damn it, GO TO HELL LAH STUPID!!!!!

*Deep breath*

Now I have to make due with a SE C501, which is a step down, and it sucks at taking pics at night...although the sms system is an improvement...


Why all bad things always happen to me?

Can't some good things happen for a change!?

Kampar hates me. And I gladly hate it back!

Friday, June 5, 2009

The Second Raid

It's been a while since the last update. I was really busy the whole holiday, went out with friends, movies, dinners with family and etc etc...I really enjoyed the short holiday very much. And that means, time flew by in a flash. And here I am, back in Kampar.

The second sem is definitely harder. More things to study and more classes to attend, and even worse timetable. Sigh. I passed my first sem through sheer luck and coincident, so this sem I hopefully can do the same, with more effort.

At least I now feel a bit more comfortable in Kampar now. Days ahead are brighter, by a dim :D

Friday, May 15, 2009

Homecoming

Probably won't have time to update my blog for now, coz I'm back in Penang yeah!!!

So happy that the exam is finally over, and get to spend 2 weeks + back home. Penang is still the best place evazzzz!!!!

Of course, more entertainment means gonna spend more money. Haiz

Farewell for now! Gonna enjoy life!!!!

P.S. A happy blog entry? How unusual!!!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Complaining Nothing

Heh, what a surprise!? I'm complaining about loneliness again!

I'm sure you're sicked of it, I'm sicked of it myself too. But what to do? Hey, it's not like I want it that way.

I wonder why I feel so alone recently. Last time it's because I can't see my family. But now it's different, I'm having quite a difficulties to mix with my housemates now. Wonder why. Suddenly I'm the odd one out. I thought I could be the center of the house.

I think not anymore

Um, why, you ask?

I don't even know how to explain how exactly I feel lonely. Oh the irony...

Haiz

Life sucks

Thursday, May 7, 2009

An Empty House

So V went back to his hometown for a while, and Y just went back to Terangganu for her semester break. The house suddenly gets so quiet. And rather un-home-ly-like. There's no much laughter, and it feel kinda tense.

Today we went to sing k with Y. 6 hours non stop singing. Crazy wasn't it. Overall we enjoyed it. And then it had to happen. SY drove quite recklessly and hit another car's back. Wonderful. And then we discovered the thief struck again and this time stole 2 of my housemate's money and a hp. Stupid. Stupid thief. Fast fast let them kena AIDS and their manhood rotten and then got ran over by pigs and thrown to feed fish.

Way to spoil some good moods.

I'm not exactly in a good mood now. I thought I could make it easy for myself and let it go. Guess no. Something you wish you can, but you just can't forget. There has to be something that went wrong. Something that made it into the current situation. I wish I know. I wish I could turn back the time, few weeks? Few months? To correct what's gone wrong?

Please, what went wrong? Why it has to become this?

It's like you wake up from a dream, and everything's different.

And it's the cold cruel fact now

Too cruel for me

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Overwhelmed

Definitely and totally overwhelmed.

Man, the examinations...so difficult and I have so much to catch up in order to pass. If fail then I need to resit the fail subjects. Stupid Utar and their stupid system...

Well, being busy has its advantages actually. Like I don't much time to think all those other things, well, most of the time anyway.

Now there's about one week left for the school holiday and I will go back home to do a lot of things.

Changing myself is on the top of the priority list. I kinda find out about my own limit here, going to change

Hopefully I will keep my words!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

To Be or Not to Be...

They say that I should change myself, to be a better man. To correct some of my weak point, to be better than myself.

There's nothing wrong with that thoughts. But I wonder, is it really wrong to be just myself. I like to joke around. I like to tell some funny stuffs (or unfunny to some others). I try to use them to make others notice...maybe sometimes I do go overboard...but I usually avoid hurting others with it.

And then some say, I should probably stop that. The joking stuffs make other people harder to take me seriously. I guess that's true. Many people will probably think I'm just an empty dude, think of nothing, not serious, a serious joker who can do nothing

Or maybe I'm overstating that.

Well, it may be easier if I can change to another ideal person. But that won't be me. But being me, means I will always have unnecessary troubles to think of, and forever will be 'that kind' of guy...

But that's me. I'm just being me...

Is that wrong? Probably, you might say you can change for the better.

But what if I can't? What if it's part of me?

Should I change myself so others can like me better? Or just wait for someone to understand me?

Whichever path brings only pain....unnecessary pain.

I just wish I can stop thinking of it. Of everything. Really tired of it....

To be or not to be...

Monday, April 27, 2009

First Day of Exam

So this is the very first day I had exam here. As a first time, it didn't go so well. I thought I was quite prepared. Guess not. I used the wrong strategy and wasted too much and I could not complete the paper. Sigh. I think I can pass. I hope I can pass...

Well, just have to work hard for the following subjects!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Cameron (One Day) Trip

I don't know how it happened. My classmates, Vincent and Kheng Seng came for chit chat and then suddenly we decided to make an one day trip to Cameron Highlands. I was like WTF!?. But anyway, everyone went along.

We used the old road, which according to the classmates, are more far in distance. We stopped at a waterfall in the middle of our journey. We took few pictures there. The water was really refreshing. Not to mention the slippery floor. I fell down as a result. Luckily my hp are ok...



Then we reached Cameraon Highland at around 5pm. It was late and most of the shops were closed. There goes our plan to visit the tea farm, strawberry farm and butterfly farm. We still managed to get us some strawberry ice cream though. It's delicious.


We had steambot for our dinner. For a RM13 per person price, I was expecting less food. To my pleasant surprise, there were like a tons of food. You know what I like about Cameron Highlands? The environment there was cool. We barely sweat at all while eating steambot. I also bought some souvenirs back home too...There's strawberry tea, Rose Tea, Chocolate etc...

Overall, a nice trip. I want to visit there again, hopefully this time we stay over night, and get to visit all the places...



Monday, April 20, 2009

Road Trip

Man, this road trip back to Kampar was really something else. What happened? The front car tyre suddenly burst!!! We were at the middle of the road and luckily nothing bad happened. It's quite scary now to think of it. Anyway, we had to park our car on the road side and changed the tyre ourselves. Eventually we headed to Taiping to get a spare tyre. We only reached home at 9pm. That definitely breaks the record.

I think I will skip the part where I complain about Kampar again. Sigh. Well...there's nothing much else to say. Goodbye for now

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Coffee Island


Well, it was a rather uneventful trip back to Penag this time. I spent sleeping throughout Friday and Saturday. I was trying to enjoy myself before the exam, but felt rather headache this few days. At first wanted to find Vince for a movie or dinner or something, but too bad he's busy. Bought 2 comics again. Man, I always spent money when back here.

Luckily, Sunday was a better day. KKK is back in Penang and we went out for supper just now. I actually wanted to go to Star Bucks to try the Black Berry Frapuccino (or something like that). Too bad KKK has financial crisis. So we went to the Coffee Island in Gurney Drive instead. The coffe house has opened for quite some time but I haven't try it yet.

Overall, the atmosphere was pretty good. Outdoor coffee house, a lot of customers actually. And it seems there's indoor too, but not sure if it's open for all customer. The price of the food are quite reasonable. I ordered one Macademia Espresso for RM5.50, and some butter kaya bread (RM1.80 I think) and French Fries (RM5). Quite ok, the espresso tasted good enough. KKK said it was too bitter, but I think it was just nice, bitterness shows the bitterness of life afterall^^

We had few talks about life and stuffs and went driving around. Man, Penang sure is a nice place. Tons better than Kampar!!!

I'm going back tomorrow. And the exam is next week. After that I can finally go home!!! Just weeks to go!!!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sometimes It Rains In Heart

Thanks to the incident yesterday, I had a pretty bad sleeping experience last night. I woke up then and then to check on the window, getting paranoid...Stupid f*cker!!!

Miraculously, it doesn't rain tonight. How surprised I am. But unfortunately, apparently the rain pours inside my heart, instead onto this world.

I don't know when it happened. I don't know how I let it happened. I don't even know why it has to happen to me again. Why do I feel people are distancing from me the longer we know each other? How does everything change so fast? It's like few days ago we are talking a lot and doing stuffs and suddenly we are like strangers...

Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe I think too much as usual.

What if it's true? What if I push people away the more they know me? I'm really that annoying? That bad? Or am I just imagining things?

I wish I was back at KTAR times, where I can go home after school, instead of here. Then, I can avoid getting closer with others and getting hurt. At least in Penang, I still have some place to go to...I still can look at the sea, I can still buy my figures...I can let out all my sadness.

I feel empty now. Probably going to get a beer or something....see you soon

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I Hate Thief!!!

What the hell happened? I woke up and my wallet was found near the window, and all the money inside gone!?

I thought I was being careful. But apparently the thief was smarter. He or she used one long stick, glued one shirt hanger on it, and took my wallet away while I was fast asleep. Luckily my IC and bank cards are still there. Now I curse that stupid f*cker to get hit by an aeroplane or ran over by freaking cement mixer or something.

I just hate this. Destroy my good mode. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID

Now there better be some good things that will happen to me soon, because recently only bad things happen to me. Come on man!!!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Art Of Eating

Runny Nose is still not well, and it seems that I have difficulties controlling my appetite :D


The story is, Sushi King has the RM2 promotion now. Yesterday, I went to Sushi King with my 3 of my housemates. There was a long que, and we had to wait for an hour before we were allowed inside. It seems that Sushi King has an One-Hour rule for this special promotion. Also, they only made those expensive sushi (Originally RM6, such as scarab etc) at the last minute. That was very smart of them. Overall, we enjoyed our meal and had a full stomach that day. Spent a total of RM80, that's like 33+ plates of Sushi! Luckily there's Tesco for us to walk walk around and burn all the extra fat :D

I had Nasi Lemak today for dinner. Man, I couldn't control myself. At this rate, how will my runny nose recover? T.T

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Warmth X Coldness

As per usual Kampar weather, it has to be raining...

Last night the KTAR group came to visit us and the school for their studies info. And they went back this noon. Man, last night was quite fun. Everyone gambling till late night 4am. Luckily I didn't lose much nor win much. Gambling is indeed a dangerous habbit.

So speaking back today, I am sick. Caught a flu, probably thanks to the rain during the KL trip. It's nothing actually, just feel annoying with the running nose, and using tissue papers like no tomorrow. Plus, my voice change. Kinda sexy if you ask me :D

My good housemate actually cooked porridge for me. Man, it was so nice of her. Thanks ya!

But still, now I don't know why feel left out again when they are talking. I guess it's normal to feel out of place once in a while. I have been thinking of a lot of things lately, and maybe it has quite an impact on my loneliness-feeling (trade marked) again....

I will try to sleep early now. Here's hoping I will get better. Although I don't mind to keep that special voice :p

Friday, April 10, 2009

One Day Trip

Insane

That's what I call this day. And I'm writing this entry with sheer will power alone :D

The whole house (except for one) went to KL today for some visit purposes and also enjoying ourselves. We visited Lowyat Plaza, Time Square and Sungai Wang Plaza. Man, these shopping complexes are HUGE!!! Take Time Square for example, it's like 2 or even 3 times the size of Queensbay Mall!

We travelled by KTM at 5am and reached there by 8 am. We spent all the day walking around. Now I feel that my leg is gonna break ^^. The visit to Petaling Street was an interesting one. Damn crowded and everyone was like 'potong harga' like crazy. I scored my first potong kill here, RM25 Nike Cap to RM10. Just in time for the rain actually :D



It was one of my housemate's birthday today and I had made a little surprise for her too, although her reaction wasn't what I expected. A bit disappointed actually. Oh well, hope she will happy and like the present.

And here's hopong another housemate can get over her problems as well

And I can get over mine :D


I'm really tired now and I have to go to bed. KL is fun, but it still gives me the creeps with those fast walking crowds...

Nitezzz

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Rain = Bad Mood?

I guess there's a certain degree of truth about it, since I and few housemates were feeling really down these few days. Haih. How I miss Penang. If I'm in a bad mood, I can always go to many shopping centres for shopping spree, or go to look at the sea...But here, there's no where to go to....

Oh yeah, I was barred from QT II examination on Tuesday. The Utar admin called and I got the shock of my life. Seriously? Barred? Impossible

And then the rest of my housemates (we study in the same class) received their calls as well. Needless to say there's a serious mistakes there. And so we went and met the lecturer and we were unbarred the following day. What a joke.

There's my housemate, who recently has some trouble. Her sadness seemed to drag the whole house down with her. The rain was not helping.

I wonder when the sun will shine?

Sunday, April 5, 2009

A Masterpiece

So it feels like every time I go back to Penang, I will bring something new back to Kampar. The latest purchase is my Transformers MP 8 Grimlock, which I had been anticipating since its announcement last October.


The box is too big for its own good, making it really hard to carry around. The actual figure is kinda small, not much die cast used. But it really looks great in robot and dino mode. I have fun transforming and playing with its various gimmicks too. I took quite a lot photos of it, but since I'm not really that good in setting my C902 yet, the taken photos are pretty good once uploaded..



I might take more photos here when I'm free...

Anyway, my return to Penang felt short and rushed as usual. Too much things to do on Saturday and not enough time. I'm sorry to have to put Zero aeroplane. Kinda feel bad that I'm such a bad friend. Haiz...

I went for a movie Saturday night with KKK. We watched Fast & Furios 4. Entertaining movie, although a bit disappointed that the cars used by the main characters are not really cool...We had japanese food that day and I tried Japanese curry. Rather tasty, and extremely full after ate it ^^

Wanted to visit Vince to buy comic too, but unfortunately not much time...sorry la :p

It's late and I want to sleep now. The exam is around the corner, hopefully by that time I will muster enough determination to study...

Tataz!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Accidentally Wasted

Man, I and my group of friends were scolded (along with few other row of people ^^) by the lecturer today, and it was totally not fair! I mean, we kept quiet for the whole lecture and then we just talked something a bit and she saw it, and totally hentam us all...man, damn geram!!!

Ah, well, it was a rainy day. In fact, my helmet was soaked with water, I have to dry it tomorrow. Smelly too ....

I and my classmates went for the musical called Accidentally In Love, organized by the school Drama Society. It was, well, kinda boring. The cast talked too quiet, and the mics didn't exactly help. Some of the dancing were nice, but that's all. For a show of 1 hour +, the entry ticket of RM5 is so not worth it.

But at least it's for donation

Haha, I'm really wasted now too. Tired than usual. Nitez~

Monday, March 30, 2009

EMO Again

I just have to let this out...

Strange that I can suddenly go from pretty happy to very very down in an instance.

Ever wonder why you can't do something that everyone else seems to be doing?

Ever wonder why you always feel left out?

I know it's all in my mind...but I just can't shake off this feeling

And I wonder why still can't get enough motivation to start studying...is anything wrong with me? What can I do to change this? Or rather, how can I get rid of my excuses?

I miss times when I can talk to someone about everything. But it just seems that my world is getting smaller, more locked in and no one pays attention. When did this happen? And how? How did I get myself into this?

I'm sure I will be ok again after a good night's sleep. But for now, I want to write out my thoughts. Probably to laugh at myself when I read this entry...maybe tomorrow...haha.

That's it, for now

Friday, March 27, 2009

Actor of A Day

Rather tiring day, today was English presentation day. I volunteered to be the first, and I think I did it quite good overall. Some friends' presentations were awesome though! Kinda disappointed that all my housemates chickened out at the last moment and didn't present (even when called)

Then the whole evening we helped one of our housemate to film an advertisement for her Public Speaking talk. It's quite fun, although a bit tiring.

We filmed a Shieldtox advertisement. And it's about few of us trying weird ways to get rid of mosquitoes. You know, I kinda cosplay as Ichigo from Bleach. And I even had a Hollow Mask on:



LOL

Enjoyable day. The advertisement was really, really hilarious ^^

Monday, March 23, 2009

Cyber-Shot

Back in Kampar now, and my baby has arrived



Hehe, Sony Ericsson C902 Cyber Shot Swift Black Color

You know why I've decided to choose a 5MP Camera Phone instead of a Walkman phone? Because on my first day at Kampar, I've realized that I actually has no photos of my whole family in my hp!?

What kind of epic fail is that? Man, I'm so~ going to buy a camera phone to capture all my precious moment!!!!~, I told myself that. So here I am, with my brand new HP!

Overall, the phone feels nice. Quite elegant, thin, and nice camera function. Too bad my new 4GB Memory card is not here yet, or I would have took a lot of photos. It seems that this HP uses up battery power quite fast. And there's a bit of color wearing near the back cover, which is a result of opening the back cover. Man, what a faulty design

Despite, I like this new HP much. I hope it can last for more than a year :p

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Mixed Feelings

Here I am, back in Penang. But yet, I kinda miss my frens back at Kampar too. Weird ho? Now if I can only be at two place at once :p

Nothing much to do here back at home, other than going around walk walk, and spend time playing game. Hehe. There's finally a new PC at home, and the spec is even higher than my last one!

Glad that I can play Spider-Man Web of Shadows on it. Pretty awesome game.

Sad that I have to go home tomorrow, and can't play this game until like, 2 3 weeks later T.T

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Disastrous

That what our presentation this noon was

My God, everyone barely prepared for it, and I thought the presentation was pretty laughable. Oh well, better be more ready for it the next time...

Hmm, it's really late. Why am I always sleeping late every since I came here? Really need to change this unhealthy habit soon.

Nitez nitez

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Boring & Raining

Rather uneventful day. Some of the gang went out with their friends to Ipoh Parade. I didn't follow. Guess I probably didn't like their friends much

It was raining again. So we who were left behind just spent our time watching tv. And we got hooked and watched for like...7+ hours straight. Scary...isn't it? :D

The drama we were watching is called 命中注定我爱你 . It is a pretty famous drama, and quite interesting too. But it feels like the writers were trying real hard to make the show as long as possible...It's a romance story..quite pretty ^^

I hope it can happen to me as well

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

mY hOBBIES

LOL, a fitting title for the blog entry today.

Well, I made a presentation this afternoon in the English class, about my hobbies. Simple enough? But I managed to add more in that and that, and made the whole class laughed as a result. Hehe. I kinda like it u know, making others laugh, somehow showing that you're there

It kinda shows me how lonely I am actually, resorting to joking to get others to notice you (or not)

Maybe I just like the attention :P

Monday, March 9, 2009

The GTR, The Bud, The Black Glove, The Watchmen, The Bangkok and The Pizza...Plus The Rain

Whew, that's a pretty long title it? I thought it was cool, and fitting, since it tells all about what I did these four days in Penang :)

It was a holiday on 9th March, so I and a few friends decided to go back early Friday morning. I must say that it was a rather interesting experience. It's the first time that I didn't sleep for a day, doing assignment till late 2pm, then went for mamak stall till 4pm, rest for a while, and started our travel back to Penang at 6.30 am.

Reached Penang 4 hours later, and ate McDonald Breakfast on the way. Man, how much I miss McD, and the Breakfast set was really delicious.

Home is still the best...Home Sweet Home

I spent the 4 days holiday going to Prangin Mall, Gurney Plaza, Queensbay Mall. I was really happy to get my preordered Alternity Nissan GT-R Convoy. What a beauty, pictured below





And I also watched 2 movies. Watchmen, rather interesting flick, with some stuffs to think about. Street Fighter...um, well, a waste of my 2 hours ^^


So, I was going to go back to Kampar today. And my dad bought me a pair of Nike shoes. Really awesome!

And so here I am, back in Kampar, with new toys (a solar powered bulb called Flip Flap, search the net if you wanna noe), new comics (well, some of them are old)and new shoes. While the usual rain does make me moody a bit, but hopefully the days ahead will be little bit brighter!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Loneliness In the Heart

Hmm, first time heard a few problems about my friends

Looks like it's not just me who feel lonely.

I guess it just depends on how you cope with it

Some does it better than others, some don't

Well, I hope I will come up with a good way to handle it

Hopefully no more loneliness in the world!

Monday, March 2, 2009

New Ways To R.I.P.

First of all, damn you Vince, all your fault. Every time see you back in Penang I sure need to spend lot of money!!!



Hehe, but thanks for keeping them for me la. Nice books

But I really find a lot of new ways to die.
Come on, tomorrow is AFA mid term test and I still don't bother to open my books, and can't even understand much.
Too much unneeded stuffs going on my brain...this and that
Why it feels like there's not enough time here?
Why does it makes me so gloomy?
Why does it crushes my spirits?
I can barely remember that I told myself to study hard when I first came here
Whatever happened to me?

ARRRGHHHH

FURIOUS

Definitely New Ways to R.I.P.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Start of Something New?

Not exactly, it's just that my class at UTAR here took photo together today. Don't know for what, but it was fun to see everyone together, and although I don't know most of them yet, it was a good start. I talked to few of them, and yeap, it felt great...

Although became a bit gloomy once back at home, hahaha. The same old me. But I can tell you it's not because of the 'want to go home' thingy again, it's some other stuffs

And that, I don't want to tell yet :P

Oh ya, a pic of me today, wearing formal



Not bad huh? ^^

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I Don't Belong

Yeap, I'm the odd one in the house...I certainly feel that well

My good old sickness strikes again, dum dum dum, loneliness!

It's annoying that I keep thinking about it, but it definitely has some degree of truth in it.

When my friends are laughing, I feel left alone, it's not like I can't join, but I feel I'm not there

Maybe I didn't try hard enough, or something really wrong with my communications...or it's just I make so many mistakes that I don't realize...

Or it's just, as usual, I think too much

I try to be part of the group, maybe try to be more...or maybe I wasn't supposed to be

Ugghh, stop thinking!!!!

I really should see a counselor...

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Keep on Escaping

To where? I dunno. Tell me if you noe

Here I am, back in Penang again. What can I do? Really miss my home, and nothing in Kampar can keep me there. No entertainment, school pressure, rather hot (well..it makes you really bo song) house/room...

I dun feel the mood to study la. Last time in Penang, at least I know I have a home to come back to, and able to relax, at least like that I still more focused in studying

But now..haiz

I know, I keep on complaining non stop and someone is bound to scream at me : "Grow up already!"

But I can't...

Sigh...should I just see a counselor? Not that I really have to nerve to see one, lol

I think I will decide everything after my first sem la..

That's it for now

More complaining coming soon :D

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Back To Kampar

And so here I am, back to this 'sua pah' town,
back to the old house,
and my little room (or...sometimes I prefer to call it prison)



I can't believe how fast a week passed.
My holiday is over and I have to study again.
Sigh...call me a child if you want, but I just miss my house, my family, everything about Penang very much...
Hey, nothing wrong with it right?

Well, no use complaining about it again and again..Must live with it

All the best to me then

Saturday, January 31, 2009

I Still Love Y2M37

30.1.2009

A really happy and meaningful day. We managed to get almost all of former college friends for a day out.
It was really good to see everyone again, reminded me of the good old college days (unlike Kampar...Hmmph!)
Although, it was a disaster at first. Shin Young and Fu Shen (back from Genting)plus his gf arrived first and bought tickets (for them plus me and Ting Wei) without letting others knew first.
But you know what? There was a miracle. When Shu Ling & others arrived, they bought the same show and same screentime! What a coincidence, thank God Hallelujah! ^^

First about the movie, um, I don't know what it's called actually LOL, I just remember that the girl in the movie was really cute, and Lous Khoo...wow, really cool!
It was a comedy movie, I thought it was so so, not so funny, but the girls were laughing really loud (siao cha bo's), hahaha. Good for them la!

After that, we went to find Andrew, the guy who is now studying in Australia. Walao...so envy lo!
We had a good time taking photos too (gonna steal the pics from somebody's account liao :D)

It got late soon after, and under Andrew's recommendation, we went to Andrew's cousin shop for dinner. It's called Annebella (sp?)'s Place. Nice name huh?
Let's see, it is a europe style restaurant, and the food choices are rather limited.
Most of us ordered Fish % Chips, me too, and I also ordered an Osmanthus Tea Set



Looks nice right?

It was my first flower tea. And I'm happy to say that I enjoyed it. Very sweet scent, and 'tasty' to drink.
Sorry, it's not really my strong point to describe a flower tea anyway :D
Back to the food, I really have to say that it took around half an hour plus to have our Fish & Chips served. To quote my friend (or rather, myself), "damn long lo!!!"
But the food was really nice la, tasty fish, not much mixing with flour.
To compensate with our patience waiting, the tauke treated us 1 chocalate cheese cake and 1 chocolate cake, and we all gained weight as a result :P

After we finished our dinner, it was already 10pm. So...that was it. We all had to say goodbyes and parted ways. It was rather sad...it was like yesterday that we were studying in one class, Y2M37. Well, time doesn't wait, we all need to grow up...so, Good Bye then!

Someday, I really hope we can do a gathering again. Annually perhaps...well, Y2M37 Forever!



You guys are the best!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year!



Yeap, I should have posted this few days ago...guess I was lazy ^^

After 3 weeks of imprisonment in Kampar, I finally could go home. Just wow, when I reached home, everything looked so new and yet familiar. I missed my room, the living room, bathroom, and heck, even toilet!!! Penang is still the best!

Anyway, this year's CNY was rather boring. My cousins couldn't come here cause they need to visit another side of their family (busy people), and economy not good, felt that the ang paos not so many. Speaking of them, I still haven't open them yet

My 1 week holiday is near the end, and I have to go back to Kampar this saturday...I so hate them...I really love Penang...sigh

Well..let's enjoy the last day here!

Monday, January 12, 2009

Small Update

Well, there goes my first week at Kampar. Rather boring if you ask me, and damn hot too. But I think I will get really busy once the classes start

In fact, after back from sch (and 2 tutorial classes) today, I already feel stressed. The course seems really tough too.
Unable to resit if a subject fails, need repeat the whole subject....
Just wow....and I still have 2 subjects not exempted from year 1....
Maybe, just maybe I can only finish the course with one more extra semester.
But I certainly hope that won't have to.

Need to study hard...and I hope I can do it

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

2008 In Retrospect (Part 1)

Well, it was certainly a very interesting year. A lot of things happened, lot of things done, lot of things left unresolved. It’s difficult to slowly think about all that I had done in the past year, so I think I will write down those that I remember, for now

2008, my diploma for accounting studies was slowly approaching its end. Naturally, people only realize something is important to them they are going to lose them. That was happening to me. I never really liked Y2M37, I never really liked my classmates. And of course, wasted time playing cyber café instead of studying, and didn’t try to get to know other friends. My studies was going to end in May. And as we entered the second semester and the third semester of the final year, I slowly realized that I really like the class very much….

It’s like, everyone knew it’s going to end, and suddenly, the class got closer, and some friends who never talked before did in fact talk more (well, at least in my case). We even got the whole class out for a day out, eating steamboat, watching movie. That was a blast. Unfortunately, it was too late, and our diploma years just ended, it felt like it happened in an instant, without anyone notice…

So, flash forward to around April. Finished taking the final exams (surprisingly easy papers, especially for a guy like my standard), and I left the school gate. I knew then, it was the end. It would be very hard (in fact, near impossible) to get everyone back again, and everyone would forget each other soon enough. But still, I couldn’t shake off that feeling of loneliness, emptiness at that time.

Let’s fast forward a few weeks later, and we did our very first class gathering. We went to Batu Feringgi, rented an apartment room to have fun. As expected, we didn’t get anyone to attend…but at least some were coming. It was enjoyable; we had steamboat and movie again. At night, we actually planned to go for clubbing. It was a first for me, so I was pretty curious and frightened at the same time. However, things took a bit turn to the bad, and few of us had a quarrel. Well, that marked a rather bitter taste to our class gathering, but still, at the end, I was happy that we could get together again

And then, there was the convocation…Nice memory. Seeing everyone from school (Even those I didn’t know), and the lecturers/tutors. Wow, bring back all good times at school. And I was really proud when I was handed the cert, I got a CGPA of around 3.0, it was good, but not that good yet. But I was proud of myself, I worked really hard for it. And I knew my dad and mum were really happy, heck, even my grandfather cried when I showed him the pictures of my convocation. The only downside of the convocation was the fact that few of my classmates couldn’t get past few subjects and needed resit, sad that we couldn’t graduate together.

I felt asleep now, guess will continue another time….