Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Best and Worst Day of 2008

Today is the best and worst day of 2008....I will tell you why

Why the best?

MY FREAKING LAPTOP has arrived!!!!!!!!!!1111!!!!!!!!!1

WOW. I've waited years for this. For my own laptop. It's the inspiron 1420 model, not exactly the best model, but good enough, and it's my dad's gift to me to UTAR. So, I'm very very happy.

And then

Why the worst?

I played around my laptop this noon, and tried the card reader. I tried to insert my M2 card...and I don't know how I did it, I inserted it too deep or whatever till it disappeared and cannot came out!!!!

WTF!!!!

I'm the only one to blame here. Sigh. So I lost a M2 card, all my nice songs (forgot to do back up on my pc), and all those memorable pictures, especially those of my old house, now demolished. WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!????

Now I don't know how to settle liao la....

Haih. Haha

Best and Worst Day indeed!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Fleeting and Everlasting Sorrow

くものカナシ - UVERworld
:TAKUYA∞ ・TAKUYA∞



を「ぎる」って
Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension
しみに わっていくに…
And turns into hatred...

もかもそうだろ?
Just about everything is so, right?
バツのにはいつもして わせのリアル
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
んだジレンマ
In the era of distorted dilemmas
したはずのさえ かずぎて
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing

しあって ってたことも
I abandoned the fact
りにした
That we destroyed each other and understood each other
これがれのてなの?
Is this a wreck?
めないで かったときも
Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it
ちてのイメージからせずに
I can't escape the images from when I fell

Ah でもすよ
Ah Time and time again
 そのもりを
I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands

もかもそうだろ?
Just about everything is so, right?
バツのにはいつもして わせのリアル
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
んだジレンマ
In the era of distorted dilemmas
したはずのさえ かずぎて
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing

いなくたってわりはしない
The city that won't change even if it's gone
いをめやしないだろう
Won't seek our salvation, right?
まともなりすまして
In the guise of someone honest
もがれそうな
Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal

Ah ねるから
Ah because I make more and more lies

はいつもつけるだけ…ってはつぶやいて
Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered
じるくていたんだろ
You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you?
さをってくなれ れずじることで
Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear
しみにわるの るのだろう
You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right?

しがってたものは
What I wanted
がない られた こんなじゃないんだよ
Isn't this heartless and contrived world
てられない もない
On the unviewable days without fragments of reason
しさが宿ってた れた
Lowliness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing

 それもありなんて
Lies that heal the heart- They exist
でもうのがだろう
But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right?

づこうとも かれるだけ…ってはつぶやいて
Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten...or so I whispered
じるをやめてきてきたんだよ
I stopped believing and lived like that
らってっても あきれるほどのいで
With thoughts that I'm amazed of even if I stand up against despair
 しがみついていきゃいい
It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life

しがってたものは
What I wanted
がない られた こんなもんじゃないんだよ
Isn't this heartless and contrived thing

このった
A love lost in this city-
そのせば
If I search for its meaning
しマシになってめるだろう

I'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?

Sick, Sick and Sick

And it's not me, thanks for caring :p

It's my family. Yesterday was my brother's happy 16th birthday. We whole family went out to have some dinner (zhu char). Upon returning home, my brother felt sick and went to bed. While my mum felt real bad, and then vomited quite a lot of that day's dinner. She was sick and didn't go to work this morning. And about my dad, he was ok, until this morning. He started feeling bad and actually took MC from work....walao

So that leaves me...I'm the only one ok. Healthy enough to write this post today :D

I hope I won't be sick tomorrow

Healthy is the best!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

People with money

and people without it

Yesterday when working (in an american comic book shop), one customer came and bought comic books worth RM1000!!! LOL what? He at first bought RM500 like that only, but suddenly the more he bought, the more happy he was, and in the end bought till RM1000. People with money indeed. I need to think a lot just to buy something worth RM100 (yeah, I bought that Gatack figure), but people can buy RM1000 in one shot! I don't know what to think. Should I feel sad that I don't have so much money? Or that I should work harder so I can do so in the future?

Speaking of money, my 2 friends gave me an ang pao as a late birthday present. Wow. Thanks!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Gatack

*sigh*

I really didn't plan to buy this. Yes, I like this figure, but it isn't cheap, and there will be a SIC version of it soon (interested in what is SIC? Here). But once I saw it in shop (with a lower price than expected), I fell in love instantly, really love it. ARRRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Can't tahan la. Will buy it tomorrow using my last of ang pao money d....

What? What am I talking about?

This!

S.H.Figuart Kamen Rider Gatack




Cool? Maybe not to u la :p

BTW, I bought Dark Knight 2 disc special. It's pirated, bluray copy version. Quite clear la. Like Iron Man dvd, I originally intended to buy the original version, but...really no money ma. Have to do the wrong thing. So sorry T.T

Awesome movie btw!

Friday, December 5, 2008

PC Fair Haul~


BANKRUPT LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Buy a lot of stuffs from PC Fair today (but sadly no laptop yet T.T). One external hard disk 250GB (cost RM199) and one 4GB Pendrive (RM25), one printer (RM118). The printer costs RM118, but u noe wat's funny? The printer includes one black ink and color ink. The stall (Cannon) also sells the ink set (1 black 1 color), RM115, RM3 cheaper than the printer set. THis is INSANE!!!!!!!!!! X.X

Well, actually, it' s my dad who bought those stuffs for me, including one comming soon laptop. I know it costs a lot, and he's going to support my studies at UTAR too. I've decided, I'm trying and going to study real so not to let him down. The syllabus at UTAR sounds tough, but I will try my best to do well!

Thanks dad!