Always think before you act

I think I'm on the edge of breaking down...

Did something really horrible to an important friend

I shouldn't have done so...

I should have considered her feelings for...I shouldn't let anger and disappointment to cloud my judgment....I shouldn't have been so impulsive

Now I have ruined everything...

I think everything will be different from now on and it's me who made it that way...

It's my fault and I can blame no one...

Stupid.

Hate myself for this