Monday, March 30, 2009

EMO Again

I just have to let this out...

Strange that I can suddenly go from pretty happy to very very down in an instance.

Ever wonder why you can't do something that everyone else seems to be doing?

Ever wonder why you always feel left out?

I know it's all in my mind...but I just can't shake off this feeling

And I wonder why still can't get enough motivation to start studying...is anything wrong with me? What can I do to change this? Or rather, how can I get rid of my excuses?

I miss times when I can talk to someone about everything. But it just seems that my world is getting smaller, more locked in and no one pays attention. When did this happen? And how? How did I get myself into this?

I'm sure I will be ok again after a good night's sleep. But for now, I want to write out my thoughts. Probably to laugh at myself when I read this entry...maybe tomorrow...haha.

That's it, for now

Friday, March 27, 2009

Actor of A Day

Rather tiring day, today was English presentation day. I volunteered to be the first, and I think I did it quite good overall. Some friends' presentations were awesome though! Kinda disappointed that all my housemates chickened out at the last moment and didn't present (even when called)

Then the whole evening we helped one of our housemate to film an advertisement for her Public Speaking talk. It's quite fun, although a bit tiring.

We filmed a Shieldtox advertisement. And it's about few of us trying weird ways to get rid of mosquitoes. You know, I kinda cosplay as Ichigo from Bleach. And I even had a Hollow Mask on:



LOL

Enjoyable day. The advertisement was really, really hilarious ^^

Monday, March 23, 2009

Cyber-Shot

Back in Kampar now, and my baby has arrived



Hehe, Sony Ericsson C902 Cyber Shot Swift Black Color

You know why I've decided to choose a 5MP Camera Phone instead of a Walkman phone? Because on my first day at Kampar, I've realized that I actually has no photos of my whole family in my hp!?

What kind of epic fail is that? Man, I'm so~ going to buy a camera phone to capture all my precious moment!!!!~, I told myself that. So here I am, with my brand new HP!

Overall, the phone feels nice. Quite elegant, thin, and nice camera function. Too bad my new 4GB Memory card is not here yet, or I would have took a lot of photos. It seems that this HP uses up battery power quite fast. And there's a bit of color wearing near the back cover, which is a result of opening the back cover. Man, what a faulty design

Despite, I like this new HP much. I hope it can last for more than a year :p

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Mixed Feelings

Here I am, back in Penang. But yet, I kinda miss my frens back at Kampar too. Weird ho? Now if I can only be at two place at once :p

Nothing much to do here back at home, other than going around walk walk, and spend time playing game. Hehe. There's finally a new PC at home, and the spec is even higher than my last one!

Glad that I can play Spider-Man Web of Shadows on it. Pretty awesome game.

Sad that I have to go home tomorrow, and can't play this game until like, 2 3 weeks later T.T

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Disastrous

That what our presentation this noon was

My God, everyone barely prepared for it, and I thought the presentation was pretty laughable. Oh well, better be more ready for it the next time...

Hmm, it's really late. Why am I always sleeping late every since I came here? Really need to change this unhealthy habit soon.

Nitez nitez

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Boring & Raining

Rather uneventful day. Some of the gang went out with their friends to Ipoh Parade. I didn't follow. Guess I probably didn't like their friends much

It was raining again. So we who were left behind just spent our time watching tv. And we got hooked and watched for like...7+ hours straight. Scary...isn't it? :D

The drama we were watching is called 命中注定我爱你 . It is a pretty famous drama, and quite interesting too. But it feels like the writers were trying real hard to make the show as long as possible...It's a romance story..quite pretty ^^

I hope it can happen to me as well

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

mY hOBBIES

LOL, a fitting title for the blog entry today.

Well, I made a presentation this afternoon in the English class, about my hobbies. Simple enough? But I managed to add more in that and that, and made the whole class laughed as a result. Hehe. I kinda like it u know, making others laugh, somehow showing that you're there

It kinda shows me how lonely I am actually, resorting to joking to get others to notice you (or not)

Maybe I just like the attention :P

Monday, March 9, 2009

The GTR, The Bud, The Black Glove, The Watchmen, The Bangkok and The Pizza...Plus The Rain

Whew, that's a pretty long title it? I thought it was cool, and fitting, since it tells all about what I did these four days in Penang :)

It was a holiday on 9th March, so I and a few friends decided to go back early Friday morning. I must say that it was a rather interesting experience. It's the first time that I didn't sleep for a day, doing assignment till late 2pm, then went for mamak stall till 4pm, rest for a while, and started our travel back to Penang at 6.30 am.

Reached Penang 4 hours later, and ate McDonald Breakfast on the way. Man, how much I miss McD, and the Breakfast set was really delicious.

Home is still the best...Home Sweet Home

I spent the 4 days holiday going to Prangin Mall, Gurney Plaza, Queensbay Mall. I was really happy to get my preordered Alternity Nissan GT-R Convoy. What a beauty, pictured below





And I also watched 2 movies. Watchmen, rather interesting flick, with some stuffs to think about. Street Fighter...um, well, a waste of my 2 hours ^^


So, I was going to go back to Kampar today. And my dad bought me a pair of Nike shoes. Really awesome!

And so here I am, back in Kampar, with new toys (a solar powered bulb called Flip Flap, search the net if you wanna noe), new comics (well, some of them are old)and new shoes. While the usual rain does make me moody a bit, but hopefully the days ahead will be little bit brighter!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Loneliness In the Heart

Hmm, first time heard a few problems about my friends

Looks like it's not just me who feel lonely.

I guess it just depends on how you cope with it

Some does it better than others, some don't

Well, I hope I will come up with a good way to handle it

Hopefully no more loneliness in the world!

Monday, March 2, 2009

New Ways To R.I.P.

First of all, damn you Vince, all your fault. Every time see you back in Penang I sure need to spend lot of money!!!



Hehe, but thanks for keeping them for me la. Nice books

But I really find a lot of new ways to die.
Come on, tomorrow is AFA mid term test and I still don't bother to open my books, and can't even understand much.
Too much unneeded stuffs going on my brain...this and that
Why it feels like there's not enough time here?
Why does it makes me so gloomy?
Why does it crushes my spirits?
I can barely remember that I told myself to study hard when I first came here
Whatever happened to me?

ARRRGHHHH

FURIOUS

Definitely New Ways to R.I.P.