Best and Worst Day of 2008

Today is the best and worst day of 2008....I will tell you why

Why the best?

MY FREAKING LAPTOP has arrived!!!!!!!!!!1111!!!!!!!!!1

WOW. I've waited years for this. For my own laptop. It's the inspiron 1420 model, not exactly the best model, but good enough, and it's my dad's gift to me to UTAR. So, I'm very very happy.

And then

Why the worst?

I played around my laptop this noon, and tried the card reader. I tried to insert my M2 card...and I don't know how I did it, I inserted it too deep or whatever till it disappeared and cannot came out!!!!

WTF!!!!

I'm the only one to blame here. Sigh. So I lost a M2 card, all my nice songs (forgot to do back up on my pc), and all those memorable pictures, especially those of my old house, now demolished. WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!????

Now I don't know how to settle liao la....

Haih. Haha

Best and Worst Day indeed!

Fleeting and Everlasting Sorrow

儚くも永久のカナシ - UVERworld
作詩：TAKUYA∞ 作曲：克哉・TAKUYA∞



愛が愛を「重過ぎる」って理解を拒み
Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension
憎しみに　変わっていく前に…
And turns into hatred...

何もかもそうだろ?
Just about everything is so, right?
バツの悪い事情にはいつも蓋して　食わせ物のリアル
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
歪んだジレンマ時代で
In the era of distorted dilemmas
約束したはずの二人さえ　気付かず通り過ぎて行く
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing

壊しあって　解り合ってたことも
I abandoned the fact
置き去りにした
That we destroyed each other and understood each other
これが成れの果てなの?
Is this a wreck?
認めないで　立ち向かったときも
Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it
落ちて行く時のイメージから逃げ出せずに
I can't escape the images from when I fell

Ah　何度でも探し出すよ
Ah Time and time again
君の目　その手の温もりを
I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands

何もかもそうだろ?
Just about everything is so, right?
バツの悪い事情にはいつも蓋して　食わせ物のリアル
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
歪んだジレンマ時代で
In the era of distorted dilemmas
約束したはずの二人さえ　気付かず通り過ぎて行く
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing

いなくたって変わりはしない街は
The city that won't change even if it's gone
僕の救いを求めやしないだろう
Won't seek our salvation, right?
まともな奴に成りすまして
In the guise of someone honest
誰もが崩れそうな結晶の中で
Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal

Ah　何度も嘘を重ねるから
Ah because I make more and more lies

愛はいつも私を傷つけるだけ…って君はつぶやいて
Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered
信じる事が怖くて泣いたんだろ
You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you?
弱さを知って強くなれ　恐れず信じることで
Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear
憎しみに変わる前の　本当の愛を知るのだろう
You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right?

欲しがってたものは
What I wanted
心がない　作られた　こんな世界じゃないんだよ
Isn't this heartless and contrived world
見てられない　理由の欠片もない日々
On the unviewable days without fragments of reason
卑しさが宿ってた　映し疲れた瞳に
Lowliness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing

心を癒す嘘　それもありなんて
Lies that heal the heart- They exist
でも心を奪うのが嘘だろう
But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right?

愛に近づこうとも　噛み付かれるだけ…って僕はつぶやいて
Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten...or so I whispered
信じる事をやめて生きてきたんだよ
I stopped believing and lived like that
絶望食らって立っても　あきれるほどの思いで
With thoughts that I'm amazed of even if I stand up against despair
儚い命　しがみついていきゃいい
It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life

欲しがってたものは
What I wanted
心がない　作られた　こんなもんじゃないんだよ
Isn't this heartless and contrived thing

この街で失った愛
A love lost in this city-
その意味探せば
If I search for its meaning
少しマシになって進めるだろう
I'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?

Sick, Sick and Sick

And it's not me, thanks for caring :p

It's my family. Yesterday was my brother's happy 16th birthday. We whole family went out to have some dinner (zhu char). Upon returning home, my brother felt sick and went to bed. While my mum felt real bad, and then vomited quite a lot of that day's dinner. She was sick and didn't go to work this morning. And about my dad, he was ok, until this morning. He started feeling bad and actually took MC from work....walao

So that leaves me...I'm the only one ok. Healthy enough to write this post today :D

I hope I won't be sick tomorrow

Healthy is the best!

People with money

and people without it

Yesterday when working (in an american comic book shop), one customer came and bought comic books worth RM1000!!! LOL what? He at first bought RM500 like that only, but suddenly the more he bought, the more happy he was, and in the end bought till RM1000. People with money indeed. I need to think a lot just to buy something worth RM100 (yeah, I bought that Gatack figure), but people can buy RM1000 in one shot! I don't know what to think. Should I feel sad that I don't have so much money? Or that I should work harder so I can do so in the future?

Speaking of money, my 2 friends gave me an ang pao as a late birthday present. Wow. Thanks!

Gatack

*sigh*

I really didn't plan to buy this. Yes, I like this figure, but it isn't cheap, and there will be a SIC version of it soon (interested in what is SIC? Here). But once I saw it in shop (with a lower price than expected), I fell in love instantly, really love it. ARRRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Can't tahan la. Will buy it tomorrow using my last of ang pao money d....

What? What am I talking about?

This!

S.H.Figuart Kamen Rider Gatack

Cool? Maybe not to u la :p

BTW, I bought Dark Knight 2 disc special. It's pirated, bluray copy version. Quite clear la. Like Iron Man dvd, I originally intended to buy the original version, but...really no money ma. Have to do the wrong thing. So sorry T.T

Awesome movie btw!

PC Fair Haul~

BANKRUPT LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Buy a lot of stuffs from PC Fair today (but sadly no laptop yet T.T). One external hard disk 250GB (cost RM199) and one 4GB Pendrive (RM25), one printer (RM118). The printer costs RM118, but u noe wat's funny? The printer includes one black ink and color ink. The stall (Cannon) also sells the ink set (1 black 1 color), RM115, RM3 cheaper than the printer set. THis is INSANE!!!!!!!!!! X.X

Well, actually, it' s my dad who bought those stuffs for me, including one comming soon laptop. I know it costs a lot, and he's going to support my studies at UTAR too. I've decided, I'm trying and going to study real so not to let him down. The syllabus at UTAR sounds tough, but I will try my best to do well!

Thanks dad!