Start of Something New?

Not exactly, it's just that my class at UTAR here took photo together today. Don't know for what, but it was fun to see everyone together, and although I don't know most of them yet, it was a good start. I talked to few of them, and yeap, it felt great...

Although became a bit gloomy once back at home, hahaha. The same old me. But I can tell you it's not because of the 'want to go home' thingy again, it's some other stuffs

And that, I don't want to tell yet :P

Oh ya, a pic of me today, wearing formal



Not bad huh? ^^

I Don't Belong

Yeap, I'm the odd one in the house...I certainly feel that well

My good old sickness strikes again, dum dum dum, loneliness!

It's annoying that I keep thinking about it, but it definitely has some degree of truth in it.

When my friends are laughing, I feel left alone, it's not like I can't join, but I feel I'm not there

Maybe I didn't try hard enough, or something really wrong with my communications...or it's just I make so many mistakes that I don't realize...

Or it's just, as usual, I think too much

I try to be part of the group, maybe try to be more...or maybe I wasn't supposed to be

Ugghh, stop thinking!!!!

I really should see a counselor...

Keep on Escaping

To where? I dunno. Tell me if you noe

Here I am, back in Penang again. What can I do? Really miss my home, and nothing in Kampar can keep me there. No entertainment, school pressure, rather hot (well..it makes you really bo song) house/room...

I dun feel the mood to study la. Last time in Penang, at least I know I have a home to come back to, and able to relax, at least like that I still more focused in studying

But now..haiz

I know, I keep on complaining non stop and someone is bound to scream at me : "Grow up already!"

But I can't...

Sigh...should I just see a counselor? Not that I really have to nerve to see one, lol

I think I will decide everything after my first sem la..

That's it for now

More complaining coming soon :D

Back To Kampar

And so here I am, back to this 'sua pah' town,
back to the old house,
and my little room (or...sometimes I prefer to call it prison)



I can't believe how fast a week passed.
My holiday is over and I have to study again.
Sigh...call me a child if you want, but I just miss my house, my family, everything about Penang very much...
Hey, nothing wrong with it right?

Well, no use complaining about it again and again..Must live with it

All the best to me then