Homecoming

Probably won't have time to update my blog for now, coz I'm back in Penang yeah!!!

So happy that the exam is finally over, and get to spend 2 weeks + back home. Penang is still the best place evazzzz!!!!

Of course, more entertainment means gonna spend more money. Haiz

Farewell for now! Gonna enjoy life!!!!

P.S. A happy blog entry? How unusual!!!

Complaining Nothing

Heh, what a surprise!? I'm complaining about loneliness again!

I'm sure you're sicked of it, I'm sicked of it myself too. But what to do? Hey, it's not like I want it that way.

I wonder why I feel so alone recently. Last time it's because I can't see my family. But now it's different, I'm having quite a difficulties to mix with my housemates now. Wonder why. Suddenly I'm the odd one out. I thought I could be the center of the house.

I think not anymore

Um, why, you ask?

I don't even know how to explain how exactly I feel lonely. Oh the irony...

Haiz

Life sucks

An Empty House

So V went back to his hometown for a while, and Y just went back to Terangganu for her semester break. The house suddenly gets so quiet. And rather un-home-ly-like. There's no much laughter, and it feel kinda tense.

Today we went to sing k with Y. 6 hours non stop singing. Crazy wasn't it. Overall we enjoyed it. And then it had to happen. SY drove quite recklessly and hit another car's back. Wonderful. And then we discovered the thief struck again and this time stole 2 of my housemate's money and a hp. Stupid. Stupid thief. Fast fast let them kena AIDS and their manhood rotten and then got ran over by pigs and thrown to feed fish.

Way to spoil some good moods.

I'm not exactly in a good mood now. I thought I could make it easy for myself and let it go. Guess no. Something you wish you can, but you just can't forget. There has to be something that went wrong. Something that made it into the current situation. I wish I know. I wish I could turn back the time, few weeks? Few months? To correct what's gone wrong?

Please, what went wrong? Why it has to become this?

It's like you wake up from a dream, and everything's different.

And it's the cold cruel fact now

Too cruel for me

Overwhelmed

Definitely and totally overwhelmed.

Man, the examinations...so difficult and I have so much to catch up in order to pass. If fail then I need to resit the fail subjects. Stupid Utar and their stupid system...

Well, being busy has its advantages actually. Like I don't much time to think all those other things, well, most of the time anyway.

Now there's about one week left for the school holiday and I will go back home to do a lot of things.

Changing myself is on the top of the priority list. I kinda find out about my own limit here, going to change

Hopefully I will keep my words!