Start of Something New?

Not exactly, it's just that my class at UTAR here took photo together today. Don't know for what, but it was fun to see everyone together, and although I don't know most of them yet, it was a good start. I talked to few of them, and yeap, it felt great...

Although became a bit gloomy once back at home, hahaha. The same old me. But I can tell you it's not because of the 'want to go home' thingy again, it's some other stuffs

And that, I don't want to tell yet :P

Oh ya, a pic of me today, wearing formal



Not bad huh? ^^

I Don't Belong

Yeap, I'm the odd one in the house...I certainly feel that well

My good old sickness strikes again, dum dum dum, loneliness!

It's annoying that I keep thinking about it, but it definitely has some degree of truth in it.

When my friends are laughing, I feel left alone, it's not like I can't join, but I feel I'm not there

Maybe I didn't try hard enough, or something really wrong with my communications...or it's just I make so many mistakes that I don't realize...

Or it's just, as usual, I think too much

I try to be part of the group, maybe try to be more...or maybe I wasn't supposed to be

Ugghh, stop thinking!!!!

I really should see a counselor...

Keep on Escaping

To where? I dunno. Tell me if you noe

Here I am, back in Penang again. What can I do? Really miss my home, and nothing in Kampar can keep me there. No entertainment, school pressure, rather hot (well..it makes you really bo song) house/room...

I dun feel the mood to study la. Last time in Penang, at least I know I have a home to come back to, and able to relax, at least like that I still more focused in studying

But now..haiz

I know, I keep on complaining non stop and someone is bound to scream at me : "Grow up already!"

But I can't...

Sigh...should I just see a counselor? Not that I really have to nerve to see one, lol

I think I will decide everything after my first sem la..

That's it for now

More complaining coming soon :D

Back To Kampar

And so here I am, back to this 'sua pah' town,
back to the old house,
and my little room (or...sometimes I prefer to call it prison)



I can't believe how fast a week passed.
My holiday is over and I have to study again.
Sigh...call me a child if you want, but I just miss my house, my family, everything about Penang very much...
Hey, nothing wrong with it right?

Well, no use complaining about it again and again..Must live with it

All the best to me then

I Still Love Y2M37

30.1.2009

A really happy and meaningful day. We managed to get almost all of former college friends for a day out.
It was really good to see everyone again, reminded me of the good old college days (unlike Kampar...Hmmph!)
Although, it was a disaster at first. Shin Young and Fu Shen (back from Genting)plus his gf arrived first and bought tickets (for them plus me and Ting Wei) without letting others knew first.
But you know what? There was a miracle. When Shu Ling & others arrived, they bought the same show and same screentime! What a coincidence, thank God Hallelujah! ^^

First about the movie, um, I don't know what it's called actually LOL, I just remember that the girl in the movie was really cute, and Lous Khoo...wow, really cool!
It was a comedy movie, I thought it was so so, not so funny, but the girls were laughing really loud (siao cha bo's), hahaha. Good for them la!

After that, we went to find Andrew, the guy who is now studying in Australia. Walao...so envy lo!
We had a good time taking photos too (gonna steal the pics from somebody's account liao :D)

It got late soon after, and under Andrew's recommendation, we went to Andrew's cousin shop for dinner. It's called Annebella (sp?)'s Place. Nice name huh?
Let's see, it is a europe style restaurant, and the food choices are rather limited.
Most of us ordered Fish % Chips, me too, and I also ordered an Osmanthus Tea Set



Looks nice right?

It was my first flower tea. And I'm happy to say that I enjoyed it. Very sweet scent, and 'tasty' to drink.
Sorry, it's not really my strong point to describe a flower tea anyway :D
Back to the food, I really have to say that it took around half an hour plus to have our Fish & Chips served. To quote my friend (or rather, myself), "damn long lo!!!"
But the food was really nice la, tasty fish, not much mixing with flour.
To compensate with our patience waiting, the tauke treated us 1 chocalate cheese cake and 1 chocolate cake, and we all gained weight as a result :P

After we finished our dinner, it was already 10pm. So...that was it. We all had to say goodbyes and parted ways. It was rather sad...it was like yesterday that we were studying in one class, Y2M37. Well, time doesn't wait, we all need to grow up...so, Good Bye then!

Someday, I really hope we can do a gathering again. Annually perhaps...well, Y2M37 Forever!



You guys are the best!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Yeap, I should have posted this few days ago...guess I was lazy ^^

After 3 weeks of imprisonment in Kampar, I finally could go home. Just wow, when I reached home, everything looked so new and yet familiar. I missed my room, the living room, bathroom, and heck, even toilet!!! Penang is still the best!

Anyway, this year's CNY was rather boring. My cousins couldn't come here cause they need to visit another side of their family (busy people), and economy not good, felt that the ang paos not so many. Speaking of them, I still haven't open them yet

My 1 week holiday is near the end, and I have to go back to Kampar this saturday...I so hate them...I really love Penang...sigh

Well..let's enjoy the last day here!

Small Update

Well, there goes my first week at Kampar. Rather boring if you ask me, and damn hot too. But I think I will get really busy once the classes start

In fact, after back from sch (and 2 tutorial classes) today, I already feel stressed. The course seems really tough too.
Unable to resit if a subject fails, need repeat the whole subject....
Just wow....and I still have 2 subjects not exempted from year 1....
Maybe, just maybe I can only finish the course with one more extra semester.
But I certainly hope that won't have to.

Need to study hard...and I hope I can do it