I think I'm on the edge of breaking down...
Did something really horrible to an important friend
I shouldn't have done so...
I should have considered her feelings for...I shouldn't let anger and disappointment to cloud my judgment....I shouldn't have been so impulsive
Now I have ruined everything...
I think everything will be different from now on and it's me who made it that way...
It's my fault and I can blame no one...
Stupid.
Hate myself for this
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
也许，你并不知道我在等你
我问，怎样才能让一个人知道你在想他？
你说，心里不停地默念他的名字， 他就能感受到。
可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我问，当你在等一个人的短信 时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？
你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到 的时候就会充满惊喜。
于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。我一直在看手 机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？
你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。
可 我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么，再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。
你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。
所 以，我注定是个失败的人。
可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可 以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？
可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些 疑问句，让我们的对话更长？
可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念 着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。
我 一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多 的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。
但你却问，还说我没有发，你不 是一样没有音信？
我说，因为害怕打扰到你。
其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。但事实却让我始 终相信，也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我在挂qq，我总喜欢只打开你的分组，每一次，都能轻而易举看到你。
每一次咚咚的敲门声后，我就会看看你，可你一直黑着一张臭脸，好像在生我的气。
偶尔亮起来都不会动一动，总要我先向你问好。
你怎么总是这么大的架子，这么大的谱，这么大的把握我一定会问好？
你总是“马上就要下了”，“你也快点下吧”，“我们都早点下吧”，我们又不是母 鸡，为什么总赶着投胎一样要下啊？
我等了那么久才等来你的一句话，根本 还没把本儿说回来你就要下了……
我想，也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我的天空今天有点灰，我想你，想你，好想你。
不停揣测你 心里，可曾有，我的姓名。
才发现，原来，你真的不知道我在等你。
你说，心里不停地默念他的名字， 他就能感受到。
可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我问，当你在等一个人的短信 时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？
你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到 的时候就会充满惊喜。
于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。我一直在看手 机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？
你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。
可 我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么，再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。
你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。
所 以，我注定是个失败的人。
可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可 以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？
可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些 疑问句，让我们的对话更长？
可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念 着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？
也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。
我 一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多 的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。
但你却问，还说我没有发，你不 是一样没有音信？
我说，因为害怕打扰到你。
其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。但事实却让我始 终相信，也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我在挂qq，我总喜欢只打开你的分组，每一次，都能轻而易举看到你。
每一次咚咚的敲门声后，我就会看看你，可你一直黑着一张臭脸，好像在生我的气。
偶尔亮起来都不会动一动，总要我先向你问好。
你怎么总是这么大的架子，这么大的谱，这么大的把握我一定会问好？
你总是“马上就要下了”，“你也快点下吧”，“我们都早点下吧”，我们又不是母 鸡，为什么总赶着投胎一样要下啊？
我等了那么久才等来你的一句话，根本 还没把本儿说回来你就要下了……
我想，也许，你并不知道我在等你。
我的天空今天有点灰，我想你，想你，好想你。
不停揣测你 心里，可曾有，我的姓名。
才发现，原来，你真的不知道我在等你。
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Conflicted...
It's been a while, around two weeks I think, since I last updated. As usual, there are tons of works waiting to be done so I don't really have the mood to update anything. The good news is, Mr. Yap, the thesis lecturer/tutor is on a holiday leave to somewhere far away and we have fun not being stressed by thesis. The bad news? He's coming back this wednesday and we will have our first thesis presentation this friday. Wonderful....
Something happened the last weekend. And that something struck through the barrier surrounding my heart...it was rather painful. I thought I have gotten over it. I thought it is no longer relevant to me. I was right. It is very much important to me...
And then the whole week...it was like a nightmare slowly turning into a very sweet dream, but very unreal. I know I'm still dreaming, and I also know that I should wake up. But I can't control it. I just hope I'm strong enough to face it when the dream turns into a nightmare...or a void.
Sorry for the cryptic message...well, I just want to write this to remind myself...
Conflicted...
Something happened the last weekend. And that something struck through the barrier surrounding my heart...it was rather painful. I thought I have gotten over it. I thought it is no longer relevant to me. I was right. It is very much important to me...
And then the whole week...it was like a nightmare slowly turning into a very sweet dream, but very unreal. I know I'm still dreaming, and I also know that I should wake up. But I can't control it. I just hope I'm strong enough to face it when the dream turns into a nightmare...or a void.
Sorry for the cryptic message...well, I just want to write this to remind myself...
Conflicted...
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Marathon Week~
Yeah!
Rush homeworks!
Rush for mid terms!
Rush for assignments!
WTH!? We have so much time to do all these meh? I don't even have the proper time to write blog....
So far AAP assignment is settled (remaining the test), Tax in progress (test coming too), never ending Thesis....Marketing test settled (I get 35/40! :D), with the assignment slowly completing...
Thank God the E-Commerce is over, both test and assignment. It's a solo job for me, I guess it's fair since I depend on them to do the AAP. I think the presentation goes well too. Hehe. I like presentation ^^
Hehe. I look good. Very seldomly I can get cool pic of myself ^^
Well done. Off to another busy week!!!
Rush homeworks!
Rush for mid terms!
Rush for assignments!
WTH!? We have so much time to do all these meh? I don't even have the proper time to write blog....
So far AAP assignment is settled (remaining the test), Tax in progress (test coming too), never ending Thesis....Marketing test settled (I get 35/40! :D), with the assignment slowly completing...
Thank God the E-Commerce is over, both test and assignment. It's a solo job for me, I guess it's fair since I depend on them to do the AAP. I think the presentation goes well too. Hehe. I like presentation ^^
Hehe. I look good. Very seldomly I can get cool pic of myself ^^
Well done. Off to another busy week!!!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Mirror Universe
"It doesn't matter..."
Ever wonder how would you be in another? Ever wonder what would happen if you choose the answer A instead of B? Some smart guys with a lot of time to think and talk come out with with some theories that say for every action taken or not taken, a new parallel world is created. So, there's like, infinite number of Earth...
That's the basis concept of this direct to dvd movie,
Justice League: Crisis On Two Earths
You do know who is the Justice League right? Composed of DC Comic's best heroes, Superman, Batman, Wonder Woman etc. They are the big guns that deal with big problems. So in this movie, they must help Lex Luthor (Superman's nemesis) from alternate earth to his home world, where everything is reversed. That's right, time for EVIL!Justice League. Or, you can just call them the Crime Syndicate.
I have limited knowledge on DC Superheroes except Batman of course, but at least I know who's who. This movie was very entertaining. I mean, who are not tempted to see superheroes fighting against their evil counterparts, or even seeing the "good" supervillain defending justice etc.
The animation quality and character design are pretty good. Characters move fluently and the battles are exciting. Voice acting is good. Some are great in their role, but some not so much. Batman is particularly disappointing. His voice is not so menacing nor commanding. A bit of the let down. At least the actor get the Batman's badass line near the end.
"We both looked into the abyss, and when it looked back at us, you blinked..."
Pure badassness!!!! It's the Goddamn Batman!!!
Since Batman is so awesome, his evil counterpart must be as well. Owlman is one interesting villain, particularly his view on the world and life itself. He views it as meaningless, as every actions we took, another us on another Earth won't take it, so in essence, everything is meaningless. It doesn't matter. Interesting thoughts actually...
So I would recommend this movie for some good old superhero brawling and keep you oentertained for around 70 minutes. Where to get this movie you ask? You know the drill ^^
Sadly, my weekends have come to an end. That's fast. Now another busy week to go. Gambateh!!!
Ever wonder how would you be in another? Ever wonder what would happen if you choose the answer A instead of B? Some smart guys with a lot of time to think and talk come out with with some theories that say for every action taken or not taken, a new parallel world is created. So, there's like, infinite number of Earth...
That's the basis concept of this direct to dvd movie,
Justice League: Crisis On Two Earths
You do know who is the Justice League right? Composed of DC Comic's best heroes, Superman, Batman, Wonder Woman etc. They are the big guns that deal with big problems. So in this movie, they must help Lex Luthor (Superman's nemesis) from alternate earth to his home world, where everything is reversed. That's right, time for EVIL!Justice League. Or, you can just call them the Crime Syndicate.
I have limited knowledge on DC Superheroes except Batman of course, but at least I know who's who. This movie was very entertaining. I mean, who are not tempted to see superheroes fighting against their evil counterparts, or even seeing the "good" supervillain defending justice etc.
The animation quality and character design are pretty good. Characters move fluently and the battles are exciting. Voice acting is good. Some are great in their role, but some not so much. Batman is particularly disappointing. His voice is not so menacing nor commanding. A bit of the let down. At least the actor get the Batman's badass line near the end.
"We both looked into the abyss, and when it looked back at us, you blinked..."
Pure badassness!!!! It's the Goddamn Batman!!!
Since Batman is so awesome, his evil counterpart must be as well. Owlman is one interesting villain, particularly his view on the world and life itself. He views it as meaningless, as every actions we took, another us on another Earth won't take it, so in essence, everything is meaningless. It doesn't matter. Interesting thoughts actually...
So I would recommend this movie for some good old superhero brawling and keep you oentertained for around 70 minutes. Where to get this movie you ask? You know the drill ^^
Sadly, my weekends have come to an end. That's fast. Now another busy week to go. Gambateh!!!
Friday, March 5, 2010
Thank God It's Friday!
No, no that other Friday which is involved in food. I mean it literally. Thank God it is Friday!
The whole week had been pretty hard on all of us. Full of things to do, assignments, homeworks, theses, presentation and others. It's like every subject you at least have some works to do. The whole week really burnt us out!
Forgive my repetitiveness, but thank God it's Friday again! The weekends will allow us to get some well deserved rest. But that's not saying much. We still have tons of works to do. Let's see, Monday need to submit AAP assignments, homeworks, theses methodology paper or something, and there's a mid term test for E-Commerce the next day. Scary schedule~
Speaking of Friday, we finally attended our third dreaded Miss Theresa's Advanced Taxation tutorial class, after missing many of the class thanks to conveniently placed CNY and public holidays. So we all attended the class and prepared to be "shot". Surprisingly, she was quite "normal" today. I learned quite a lot from the class, I think that's got to do with the answers already posted up the web, so we don't have to randomly present using our wrong answers!
Unfortunately, the normality didn't last wrong and she reverted back to her usual self when the class ended. A classmate tried to ask something and she just blew her away. Rather rude if you ask me.
Enough of the stupid Theresa, the less said, the better.
Anyway, following my usual Friday schedule, I went for a jog this evening (the sky was dark and it rained after I finished my jog. Big surprise). I couldn't jog for a long time, my leg got tired and muscle pain. I guess tomorrow I will rest for a day without jogging. Probably my body telling me to rest and don't overwork myself.
OK. Ready for some good news? Heh.
I WON!!!!!!!!!!
My gamble luck was rather good today. We played the usual 8/9 and Black Jack. I did the dealer for a while and ended up winning a considerate amount of money, filling my Bumblebee head and needing another extra container for the remaining balance! For once, I actually won~!!!
Let's hope I won't lose too badly next time ^^
The whole week had been pretty hard on all of us. Full of things to do, assignments, homeworks, theses, presentation and others. It's like every subject you at least have some works to do. The whole week really burnt us out!
Forgive my repetitiveness, but thank God it's Friday again! The weekends will allow us to get some well deserved rest. But that's not saying much. We still have tons of works to do. Let's see, Monday need to submit AAP assignments, homeworks, theses methodology paper or something, and there's a mid term test for E-Commerce the next day. Scary schedule~
Speaking of Friday, we finally attended our third dreaded Miss Theresa's Advanced Taxation tutorial class, after missing many of the class thanks to conveniently placed CNY and public holidays. So we all attended the class and prepared to be "shot". Surprisingly, she was quite "normal" today. I learned quite a lot from the class, I think that's got to do with the answers already posted up the web, so we don't have to randomly present using our wrong answers!
Unfortunately, the normality didn't last wrong and she reverted back to her usual self when the class ended. A classmate tried to ask something and she just blew her away. Rather rude if you ask me.
Enough of the stupid Theresa, the less said, the better.
Anyway, following my usual Friday schedule, I went for a jog this evening (the sky was dark and it rained after I finished my jog. Big surprise). I couldn't jog for a long time, my leg got tired and muscle pain. I guess tomorrow I will rest for a day without jogging. Probably my body telling me to rest and don't overwork myself.
OK. Ready for some good news? Heh.
I WON!!!!!!!!!!
My gamble luck was rather good today. We played the usual 8/9 and Black Jack. I did the dealer for a while and ended up winning a considerate amount of money, filling my Bumblebee head and needing another extra container for the remaining balance! For once, I actually won~!!!
Let's hope I won't lose too badly next time ^^
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Something between jogging and raining...
Riddle me this: When you will get wet and sweaty and cold and hot?
The answer is going for jogging in Kampar.
Ugghh, the weather is really demotivating to my jogging and slimming plans. It's as though as the God is trying to stop or something. When I'm not free and running around the campus, the weather is always extremely hot.
So, naturally, when I want to realize my diet plan and go for a jog in the Westlake garden, the sky always turn dark and always rain. Really geram la!!!
Today I went to jog again and it rained. Not really surprise as once I arrived in the park, I saw the town with heavy dark cloud. A sight of raining. Luckily I jogged for around 20 minutes before it rained...
It is times like this that I wish I have a treadmill at home...T.T
The answer is going for jogging in Kampar.
Ugghh, the weather is really demotivating to my jogging and slimming plans. It's as though as the God is trying to stop or something. When I'm not free and running around the campus, the weather is always extremely hot.
So, naturally, when I want to realize my diet plan and go for a jog in the Westlake garden, the sky always turn dark and always rain. Really geram la!!!
Today I went to jog again and it rained. Not really surprise as once I arrived in the park, I saw the town with heavy dark cloud. A sight of raining. Luckily I jogged for around 20 minutes before it rained...
It is times like this that I wish I have a treadmill at home...T.T
Monday, March 1, 2010
All of these are so not worth it
Just need to write down something, if not, I feel like I'm gonna explode.
I'm just tired of all of it, that's all. Assignment this, test that and everything.
I had Marketing test this morning. It was easier than anticipated. But that was not the point. The point is that I spent my Sunday on completing the theses theory review instead of studying until there was not much time left to study.
Why do it myself you ask? How about no one else seems to care? Everyone was so busy with their studies that no one bothered to do something about it. Left to me again...as a result, I finished the review in around 1am and not much time left for my Marketing revision. I'm lucky to be alive.
I just feel that I don't get the thanks I'm entitled too. Hey, I'm not overestimating my own capability. But since I manage to finish the review, how about a thank you? No, no nothing. It's the same as doing class rep. No gratitude from others. No Thank You. It's the same as printing notes for other people. No Thank You. And I can't even get back the full money that I paid for the photostating.
Just now the lecturer asked about some key terms in our theory review. I tried to explain but the others kept on saying the contracting points, even though they didn't even read the articles. And somehow, for some reasons, it ends up like it's my fault for trying to tell them to stop explaining the wrong terms and trying to explain myself.
This is the thanks I get? Cool
All of these are so not worth it
I'm just tired of all of it, that's all. Assignment this, test that and everything.
I had Marketing test this morning. It was easier than anticipated. But that was not the point. The point is that I spent my Sunday on completing the theses theory review instead of studying until there was not much time left to study.
Why do it myself you ask? How about no one else seems to care? Everyone was so busy with their studies that no one bothered to do something about it. Left to me again...as a result, I finished the review in around 1am and not much time left for my Marketing revision. I'm lucky to be alive.
I just feel that I don't get the thanks I'm entitled too. Hey, I'm not overestimating my own capability. But since I manage to finish the review, how about a thank you? No, no nothing. It's the same as doing class rep. No gratitude from others. No Thank You. It's the same as printing notes for other people. No Thank You. And I can't even get back the full money that I paid for the photostating.
Just now the lecturer asked about some key terms in our theory review. I tried to explain but the others kept on saying the contracting points, even though they didn't even read the articles. And somehow, for some reasons, it ends up like it's my fault for trying to tell them to stop explaining the wrong terms and trying to explain myself.
This is the thanks I get? Cool
All of these are so not worth it
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Overwhelming Odds
I never thought I'm going to sign in again and update my blog, but I need some outlet. I have some serious frustration to vent!
Year 3 Sem 1, this is potentially the last year of my study life. As usual, I come into every sem, promising to myself that I will work harder. In a way, I actually did. If I didn't, I can't see myself surviving past this.
The third and final year is so much tougher than anything I have ever faced before. We have 5 subjects, 2 of them (E Commerce and Marketing) is the usual theory type (translation: my favorite type of subjects), but it's the other 3 that is the big problem.
Research/Theses. This is what we have been afraid of since last year. It is the year long project that contributes to a big part of our final CGPA. After narrowly avoiding an in-fighting of the class, groups are formed and works are carried out. Man, there are a lot of things to do for this subject. From searching for articles, writing reviews, meeting the supervisors. Damn troublesome. What's even more troublesome is when apparently your group members do nothing or are too slow to catch up, leaving all the rest to you!!!
Then there's Advanced Accounting Practice and Advanced Taxation. The lecturer...Miss Theresa. She's so damn stupid and useless. Lectures are so boring and the notes are so badly done that we have to print out two copies since she always updates it after finishing the lecture. And the tutorial part is even worst. She wants us to present taxation in class. Hello? The reason we come to school is to learn how to count from lecturers. If other students can teach us, what for we come here? I don't even want to imagine how to survive past these two subjects, especially taxation.
This is frustrating. Too much works to do...And the sky always turn dark whenever I want to go jogging!
ARRRRRGHHHH!!!!!
Year 3 Sem 1, this is potentially the last year of my study life. As usual, I come into every sem, promising to myself that I will work harder. In a way, I actually did. If I didn't, I can't see myself surviving past this.
The third and final year is so much tougher than anything I have ever faced before. We have 5 subjects, 2 of them (E Commerce and Marketing) is the usual theory type (translation: my favorite type of subjects), but it's the other 3 that is the big problem.
Research/Theses. This is what we have been afraid of since last year. It is the year long project that contributes to a big part of our final CGPA. After narrowly avoiding an in-fighting of the class, groups are formed and works are carried out. Man, there are a lot of things to do for this subject. From searching for articles, writing reviews, meeting the supervisors. Damn troublesome. What's even more troublesome is when apparently your group members do nothing or are too slow to catch up, leaving all the rest to you!!!
Then there's Advanced Accounting Practice and Advanced Taxation. The lecturer...Miss Theresa. She's so damn stupid and useless. Lectures are so boring and the notes are so badly done that we have to print out two copies since she always updates it after finishing the lecture. And the tutorial part is even worst. She wants us to present taxation in class. Hello? The reason we come to school is to learn how to count from lecturers. If other students can teach us, what for we come here? I don't even want to imagine how to survive past these two subjects, especially taxation.
This is frustrating. Too much works to do...And the sky always turn dark whenever I want to go jogging!
ARRRRRGHHHH!!!!!
Monday, January 4, 2010
2010, A New Decade
Ugghh...my laziness struck again!
I had so many plans. Planned to write more about KL trip and more about new year resolution...but then, this blog is not named A Lazy Guy's Blog for nothing!
The trip to KL/Subang Jaya was nice. The best of the best was to able to taste a lot of nice food. Vietnam cuisine, Dim Sum, buffet etc...man, I want to be rich ^^
We also visited 1 Utama, Subang Parade and some other shopping complexes. 1 Utama is extremely huge, walked till leg wan patah...too bad there seems to be no toy shop there. I came home almost empty handed...
Here goes 201. A brand new year...I certainly hope it will be great and eventful...better than 2009 at least. And my new year resolution is definitely keep fit...
And a gf :D
I had so many plans. Planned to write more about KL trip and more about new year resolution...but then, this blog is not named A Lazy Guy's Blog for nothing!
The trip to KL/Subang Jaya was nice. The best of the best was to able to taste a lot of nice food. Vietnam cuisine, Dim Sum, buffet etc...man, I want to be rich ^^
We also visited 1 Utama, Subang Parade and some other shopping complexes. 1 Utama is extremely huge, walked till leg wan patah...too bad there seems to be no toy shop there. I came home almost empty handed...
Here goes 201. A brand new year...I certainly hope it will be great and eventful...better than 2009 at least. And my new year resolution is definitely keep fit...
And a gf :D
Friday, December 25, 2009
Lonely Christmas!?
Hohoho, merry christmas.
It’s this time again, is it? Not that I really care much, as I’m not that guy who likes celebrating Christmas….
OK, I lied about that. Who doesn’t want to celebrate Christmas? Remember all those movies? Snow? Family gathering to have dinner, and couples having fun? Man, I was hoping I could be part of it. Oh never mind, there’s always a next year isn’t it? ^^
As I’m writing this, I’m en route to KL, to my cousin’s house. It’s holiday 3 in a row (I’m in semester break by the way) for my parents so we finally get the chance to pay the cousin a visit. I’m travelling in the Aeroline, which is the best bus I’m in ever. Comfortable seat, TV (showing the Fast & Furious), lunch etc….The only downside is that I forgot my iPod…gonna be bored T.T
By the way, I happen to promise that I will slim down during the semester break. Let’s see how that holds up :P
It’s this time again, is it? Not that I really care much, as I’m not that guy who likes celebrating Christmas….
OK, I lied about that. Who doesn’t want to celebrate Christmas? Remember all those movies? Snow? Family gathering to have dinner, and couples having fun? Man, I was hoping I could be part of it. Oh never mind, there’s always a next year isn’t it? ^^
As I’m writing this, I’m en route to KL, to my cousin’s house. It’s holiday 3 in a row (I’m in semester break by the way) for my parents so we finally get the chance to pay the cousin a visit. I’m travelling in the Aeroline, which is the best bus I’m in ever. Comfortable seat, TV (showing the Fast & Furious), lunch etc….The only downside is that I forgot my iPod…gonna be bored T.T
By the way, I happen to promise that I will slim down during the semester break. Let’s see how that holds up :P
Monday, December 14, 2009
21st Progress....
I was pleasantly surprised when my fellow housemates and friends celebrated my birthday. There were 4 birthday boys/girls on the day. It was a big surprise because a few days had passed and I tohught there won't be any celebration. I felt really happy about it
Me and Bernice, we are the 27th, Angela 28th, and Shin Young 29th. Nice huh? I got a nice present, a shirt too ^^
Hmmm, it's nearly the end of 2009, and it was a great year. Gonna write something about the year in review. My first year in UTAR is almost finished and left 1 year to go. I still remember counting the days to go to finally go back to Penang. Now, I'm not sure. I will miss all my friends...that's for sure.
Of course, the end of a semester means that there are exams! Two subjects and now one left to go. IT for Management was harder than I expected (mainly thanks to useless lecturer) but I think I will manage. Left entrepreneurship to go!
Me and Bernice, we are the 27th, Angela 28th, and Shin Young 29th. Nice huh? I got a nice present, a shirt too ^^
Hmmm, it's nearly the end of 2009, and it was a great year. Gonna write something about the year in review. My first year in UTAR is almost finished and left 1 year to go. I still remember counting the days to go to finally go back to Penang. Now, I'm not sure. I will miss all my friends...that's for sure.
Of course, the end of a semester means that there are exams! Two subjects and now one left to go. IT for Management was harder than I expected (mainly thanks to useless lecturer) but I think I will manage. Left entrepreneurship to go!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Legally Adult
Borrow the post title from a friend, sorry ya :P
Legally adult, I just had my 21st birthday last week, on 27th November 2009. Hmm, now I'm an adult, can go into casino freely, and basically gain my keys to freedom! ^^
Well, beyond that, nothing much changes actually.
Kit and his family came to Penang last week. Since everyone's here, we decided to have dinner together, celebrating Grandparents wedding anniversary (my birthday too). It was a great meal and I had received lots of ang pao that night. Buying PSP is no longer a dream!
Happy Family~
As usual, my day off at Penang consists of shaking legs at home or wondering around. KKK is having his sem break so we went out a lot. Visiting shopping complexes for movies and yum cha-ing in cafes. We watched Ninja Assassin together. Kinda the action flick you expected, just a bit too much of blood, and Rain's hair is horrible.
Zero came back too and we watched Christmas Carol (put too much aeroplane on him XD). The message behind the movie is nice....just that the movie is boring.
Now I'm back in Kampar and exam is around the corner. The two subjects are pretty ok so I think I can fare well. That's it for now....
Tata~
Legally adult, I just had my 21st birthday last week, on 27th November 2009. Hmm, now I'm an adult, can go into casino freely, and basically gain my keys to freedom! ^^
Well, beyond that, nothing much changes actually.
Kit and his family came to Penang last week. Since everyone's here, we decided to have dinner together, celebrating Grandparents wedding anniversary (my birthday too). It was a great meal and I had received lots of ang pao that night. Buying PSP is no longer a dream!
Happy Family~
As usual, my day off at Penang consists of shaking legs at home or wondering around. KKK is having his sem break so we went out a lot. Visiting shopping complexes for movies and yum cha-ing in cafes. We watched Ninja Assassin together. Kinda the action flick you expected, just a bit too much of blood, and Rain's hair is horrible.
Zero came back too and we watched Christmas Carol (put too much aeroplane on him XD). The message behind the movie is nice....just that the movie is boring.
Now I'm back in Kampar and exam is around the corner. The two subjects are pretty ok so I think I can fare well. That's it for now....
Tata~
Monday, November 23, 2009
Trip, and More Trip~
The last week burned a lot of holes on my wallet T.T
We went for the movie 2012 last thursday. The whole cinema was full and luckily my friend asked his brother bought the ticket for us first.
The movie was...ok. It was more of CG Feast. The plot is ridiculous to a certain extent and hard to take the movie seriously. But those destruction of various places were done pretty nice....really great to look at. But I certainly hope end of the world won't come so soon :P
And then friday, we had a liquor party again cause Astley brought his younger brother along. The little guy definitely has the potential of a great tanker ^^
We played poker too. Man, the game was really addicting. It's like you can't stop once you start losing and try to win some back...scary. Luckily we didn't play big XD
Saturday was rather uneventful.
But Sunday? Another story. I don't know what's up with my housemates as they suddenly came out with the idea to go to Cameron Highland. It was raining so then we changed last minute to Ipoh (again).
Nothing much to do, just eating at the "Dong Gu Teng", a food court with lots of stuffs....
Speaking of rain, it has been raining everyday these few weeks. A pain to dry my clothes. And I think I'm getting the flue...sigh. Sometimes raining too often is quite troublesome....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Graveyard Book
It's raining nonstop today. There's nothing much to do except siting in front of my pc and surfing the net. And now I'm running out of web page to surf...so, why don't I update my blog? I've been planning to update with a review of this novel I've finished reading recently. It's just that I got sidetracked a lot. Heh.
Anyway, this is the book and its title is The Graveyard Book.
It was, I think 3 weeks or more ago when I visited Borders Book Store. I actually had other book in mind to purchase (ahemspider-manahem), but the novel caught my attention, somehow. It was cheaper (35.90) and the title plus synopsis attracted to me. Also, the novel is written by a guy called Neil Gaiman, whom I know is a fantastic writer and happened to write Whatever Happened To The Caped Crusader, one of my favorite Batman stories.
So I picked the book to the counter.
The official synopsis goes something like this...
Nobody Owens, known to his friends as Bod, is a normal boy. He would be completely normal if he didn't live in a sprawling graveyard, being raised and educated by ghosts, with a solitary guardian who belongs to neither the world of the living nor of the dead. There are dangers and adventures in the graveyard for a boy. But if Bod leaves the graveyard, then he will come under attack from the man Jack—who has already killed Bod's family . . .
Sounds interesting right?
I finished reading the novel in 2 weeks time (could have been shorter if I want). The story is broken into 8 parts, each a stand alone story and linked to create a bigger one. The characters are fascinating. The main boy Bod (short for Nobody) is one interesting fellow. The whole book is on his growth into a young man and you can see his change from a adventurous rebellious boy into a thoughtful young man who finally able to stand on his own.
There's a range of nice support characters too. There's Silas the caretaker, who is a badass vampire. A pair of kind ghosts acting as his parents. A werewolf. Ghost of a Witch. Death itself. That's a lot right? Each is unique and drives the story in own way....
I think there's some metaphor for life and death somewhere in the story, or so I heard from the reviews. I think it's a nice coming of age story, with the main character growing from a toodle into a young man. The ending is particularly bittersweet....yeap, so read it and find out.
Oh...the rain has stopped but the night still feels cold. So I think I better call it a night. Sweet dreams!
Anyway, this is the book and its title is The Graveyard Book.
It was, I think 3 weeks or more ago when I visited Borders Book Store. I actually had other book in mind to purchase (ahemspider-manahem), but the novel caught my attention, somehow. It was cheaper (35.90) and the title plus synopsis attracted to me. Also, the novel is written by a guy called Neil Gaiman, whom I know is a fantastic writer and happened to write Whatever Happened To The Caped Crusader, one of my favorite Batman stories.
So I picked the book to the counter.
The official synopsis goes something like this...
Nobody Owens, known to his friends as Bod, is a normal boy. He would be completely normal if he didn't live in a sprawling graveyard, being raised and educated by ghosts, with a solitary guardian who belongs to neither the world of the living nor of the dead. There are dangers and adventures in the graveyard for a boy. But if Bod leaves the graveyard, then he will come under attack from the man Jack—who has already killed Bod's family . . .
Sounds interesting right?
I finished reading the novel in 2 weeks time (could have been shorter if I want). The story is broken into 8 parts, each a stand alone story and linked to create a bigger one. The characters are fascinating. The main boy Bod (short for Nobody) is one interesting fellow. The whole book is on his growth into a young man and you can see his change from a adventurous rebellious boy into a thoughtful young man who finally able to stand on his own.
There's a range of nice support characters too. There's Silas the caretaker, who is a badass vampire. A pair of kind ghosts acting as his parents. A werewolf. Ghost of a Witch. Death itself. That's a lot right? Each is unique and drives the story in own way....
I think there's some metaphor for life and death somewhere in the story, or so I heard from the reviews. I think it's a nice coming of age story, with the main character growing from a toodle into a young man. The ending is particularly bittersweet....yeap, so read it and find out.
Oh...the rain has stopped but the night still feels cold. So I think I better call it a night. Sweet dreams!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Selfish People
Think I should write these down when I still feel the anger.
It's really annoying you know? There's this little thing called PPStream where you can stream live video. People say it's the best thing EVA!!!!1111!!!
It's the best thing ever if you're the one using. But when you are sharing one internet connection with multiple housemates...pls be more considerate la.
PPStream eats away most of our connection and we are left with extremely weak internet speed. Facebooking, youtube, check mail and everything become a pain. You are building you happiness on our pain!
I dunno why after we told you on and on again and you still din listen. Stop looking for new shows!!!
It's all right if you are currently 'chasing' 2 or 3 shows and watch like 2 hours per day. But stop looking for new shows and some unrelated shows when you are too free. Pls be more considerate lah!!!!!
Really really annoying
It's really annoying you know? There's this little thing called PPStream where you can stream live video. People say it's the best thing EVA!!!!1111!!!
It's the best thing ever if you're the one using. But when you are sharing one internet connection with multiple housemates...pls be more considerate la.
PPStream eats away most of our connection and we are left with extremely weak internet speed. Facebooking, youtube, check mail and everything become a pain. You are building you happiness on our pain!
I dunno why after we told you on and on again and you still din listen. Stop looking for new shows!!!
It's all right if you are currently 'chasing' 2 or 3 shows and watch like 2 hours per day. But stop looking for new shows and some unrelated shows when you are too free. Pls be more considerate lah!!!!!
Really really annoying
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
My Lonely Corner
Well, it just occurs to me that I still feel left out sometimes.
Not so bad actually...just feel so hopeless about it.
And there's lots of things...sometimes there's a lot of things you have done, but people never seem to appreciate and recognize it. It's like they turn a blind eye to it.
I guess it can't be helped. I guess I'm already get over it. I just have to survive by myself.
I am strong now.
Not so bad actually...just feel so hopeless about it.
And there's lots of things...sometimes there's a lot of things you have done, but people never seem to appreciate and recognize it. It's like they turn a blind eye to it.
I guess it can't be helped. I guess I'm already get over it. I just have to survive by myself.
I am strong now.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Pay Money to Suffer
Heh, that's what I think on this latest trip to KL on last weekends.It literally came out of nowhere. A housemate said want to go KL for a vacation or something and everyone agreed, and I got pulled into it along. Oh well.
The destination for the trip is Sunway Pyramid because some housemates don't want to go shopping, but just want to play. Sunway Pyramid was chosen because of the ice skating. They were pretty excited for it.
Not me unfortunately. And my sixth sense was proven correct. Ice skating was an absolute disaster for me. I couldn't play well at all and all I could do was crawling using the wall. A plain waste of money (RM30 btw)
Sunway Pyramid definitely looks different now. During my last visit to there (when I was standard 6!), it was quite small and nothing much there. Now it looks so high class and huge!
Anyway, we had TGI Friday for dinner. I've been looking forward to this and very interested to try the restaurant. It was costly, but, hey, once in a while right? We made the wrong orders. We should have share a set per two person. The quantity was too much!!! It's like we paid money to suffer the wrath of overwhelming food!!!
At least now I know when I go for a second time, I will share with another personSaturday night, the housemates wanted to go clubbing. I would say they have became quite crazy and alcohol crazy. I didn't join them as I went to my relatives' house to stay over the night. My God, the house was huge and really comfortable. I particularly love that private mini theater room with bluray. Awesome. I want that kind of house in the future too!
We spent the rest of our sunday trip on shopping spree. Buying clothes was the plan. Damn. I was getting fatter and it was quite difficult to get some nice clothes that I desired. In the end, I only bought two, and one of them couldn't fit me....looks like I need to buy again sometimes....
Something funny occurred when we finally returned back to Kampar. One housemate locked the door of the house which none of the house residents has the key!!! We had to break the door knob to enter. Break and Enter!!!
Overall, quite an ok trip, not much planning and didn't travel enough. Guess conflicts of ideas and interest will do that. I want to go to KL again, preferably with less people (9 in this trip) so we can coordinate more and go more places....
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Becoming an Entrepreneur?
Hi guys, what's up? This is the third semester, a short sem actually. Naturally we would think it will be more relaxing and more time to well, um, play. Too bad. Unfortunately, while we just study 2 subjects, we have double the classes. So, we still are quite busy....sigh
Now, about the classes. One of them is the IT for Management. Seriously? How many times we have to study IT over and over again? Plus the lecturer and tutor are not helping. They are not very good at teaching and we just doze off when they are putting us to sleep.
But Entrepreneurship, now we're talking. That's one interesting subjects. Frankly, the lecturer is not very good. But the tutor is wonderful. He can make the whole class interesting with his teachings and the way he teaches, it's definitely out of the box. He's like an entrepreneur himself!
On a side note, UTAR system is really frustrating. There's multiple timetables and it's unknown that which is correct which is wrong, and then conflicting time too. Stupid UTAR.
Oh well, this sem is full of sunshine ahead!
Now, about the classes. One of them is the IT for Management. Seriously? How many times we have to study IT over and over again? Plus the lecturer and tutor are not helping. They are not very good at teaching and we just doze off when they are putting us to sleep.
But Entrepreneurship, now we're talking. That's one interesting subjects. Frankly, the lecturer is not very good. But the tutor is wonderful. He can make the whole class interesting with his teachings and the way he teaches, it's definitely out of the box. He's like an entrepreneur himself!
On a side note, UTAR system is really frustrating. There's multiple timetables and it's unknown that which is correct which is wrong, and then conflicting time too. Stupid UTAR.
Oh well, this sem is full of sunshine ahead!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Holiday Chronicles
Wahaha, so I've designed to change my blog name to *drumroll~* "A Lazy Guy's Blog"! Fitting, isn't it? ^^
Hehe. Anyone, it's the end of my second term holiday. I'm heading back to Kampar to suffer another term tomorrow. It was a 3 week term holidays. I had tried to write about my activities over the holidays, but my laziness got the better of me. Isn't that always the case? I had planned to write more about my Semester 2, but guess what? I was too lazy to write about it too.
Ok, ahem. Back to the topic. the 3 weeks holiday was pretty uneventful compared to my first semester holiday. Mainly because I had no transport. I could only use my mum' bike during the night or on weekends. So I was trapped in my little apartment most of the day, online-ing, eating and watching TV. I guess I gained quite a lot of weight these 3 weeks. T.T
There were still some interesting stuffs. I went to Genting Highlands with few of my KTAR friends. To tell the truth, it was just an ok trip. Mainly I'm not that kind of guy who enjoyed thrill rides. I really enjoyed the cool weather there though. Imagine Malaysia has 4 seasons and sometimes it's cool like Genting....Anyway, it's also the first time I went into a casino. I must say, it is a terrible place. Smoking, some not so nice and friendly looking people, and gambling. My 2 friends went ahead and gambled. I looked at them losing money...in the end lost about RM300. Scary place.
Oh ya, we went to the Genting Hotel's restaurant for RM50+ buffet. Not exactly worth it....nothing exotic. Should've gone to Penang buffet....
Let me refresh my memory a while, oh ya, there's still went out with another group of former KTAR classmates. It was nice catching up too. I hope we could do some gathering next year during CNY. It will be fun~
So the new semester starts now. I'm really lucky to able to pass all my subjects last sem. I must be more hardworking this sem.....Gambateh!
Wow...a kinda positive post for once :D
Hehe. Anyone, it's the end of my second term holiday. I'm heading back to Kampar to suffer another term tomorrow. It was a 3 week term holidays. I had tried to write about my activities over the holidays, but my laziness got the better of me. Isn't that always the case? I had planned to write more about my Semester 2, but guess what? I was too lazy to write about it too.
Ok, ahem. Back to the topic. the 3 weeks holiday was pretty uneventful compared to my first semester holiday. Mainly because I had no transport. I could only use my mum' bike during the night or on weekends. So I was trapped in my little apartment most of the day, online-ing, eating and watching TV. I guess I gained quite a lot of weight these 3 weeks. T.T
There were still some interesting stuffs. I went to Genting Highlands with few of my KTAR friends. To tell the truth, it was just an ok trip. Mainly I'm not that kind of guy who enjoyed thrill rides. I really enjoyed the cool weather there though. Imagine Malaysia has 4 seasons and sometimes it's cool like Genting....Anyway, it's also the first time I went into a casino. I must say, it is a terrible place. Smoking, some not so nice and friendly looking people, and gambling. My 2 friends went ahead and gambled. I looked at them losing money...in the end lost about RM300. Scary place.
Oh ya, we went to the Genting Hotel's restaurant for RM50+ buffet. Not exactly worth it....nothing exotic. Should've gone to Penang buffet....
Let me refresh my memory a while, oh ya, there's still went out with another group of former KTAR classmates. It was nice catching up too. I hope we could do some gathering next year during CNY. It will be fun~
So the new semester starts now. I'm really lucky to able to pass all my subjects last sem. I must be more hardworking this sem.....Gambateh!
Wow...a kinda positive post for once :D
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